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Friday, December 28, 2007
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
better
-regina spektor-
If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Born like sisters to this world
In a town where blood ties are only blood
If you never say your name out loud to anyone
They can never ever call you by it
If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
You're getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder
And I don't understand, and I don't understand
But if I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
~
sound trip lang ^_^ para masaya
If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Born like sisters to this world
In a town where blood ties are only blood
If you never say your name out loud to anyone
They can never ever call you by it
If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
You're getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder
And I don't understand, and I don't understand
But if I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
~
sound trip lang ^_^ para masaya
Monday, December 24, 2007
internet
madaya... kung kailan pwedeng pwede akong magtype, kasi matino ang keyboard dito, di naman ako makapagsulat. there are so many things that i wish i could write pero tinatamad akong magsulat. mas masarap humiga lang sa kama habang nanonood ng movies sa hbo at star movies. buti na lang medyo sibilisado na dito sa san mateo. buti na lang nagkaroon na kami ng computer nang ako ay grade 2. buti na lang nagkaroon na kami ng telepono nang ako ay tumuntong ng grade 6. buti na lang may internet na kami nung ako ay naghighschool. buti na lang nagkaroon na ng cable soon after. ang saya pala dito! the best of both worlds... parang city ang lifestyle pero probinsya pa rin ang environment... parang baguio lang ang lamig ^_^
sayang. isang linggo na lang ang bakasyon... babalik na ako sa eskwelahan. babalik na ako sa bahay na napapaligiran ng simento. babalik na sa laboratoryong amoy sunog na goma. babalik na sa buhay na hindi maiiwasang mag-isip. isang buhay na napakabilis na buhay parang ang internet lang namin na broadband at napakabilis. mas masaya ako dito sa san mateo. kahit mabagal ang internet, kahit nakakainip, kahit hindi efficient, wala naman talagang paggagamitan ang efficiency dahil walang deadline. ang oras lang na pinapansin ay ang oras ng pagkain at ang oras ng aming paboritong mga palabas sa tv. mabagal pero mabilis. kunwari balanse. katamaran lang talaga... tinatamad lang pumasok kaya kunwari minamahal ang tahanan... pero ang totoo, mahal naman talaga haha! ayoko pang pumasok... hay...
sayang. isang linggo na lang ang bakasyon... babalik na ako sa eskwelahan. babalik na ako sa bahay na napapaligiran ng simento. babalik na sa laboratoryong amoy sunog na goma. babalik na sa buhay na hindi maiiwasang mag-isip. isang buhay na napakabilis na buhay parang ang internet lang namin na broadband at napakabilis. mas masaya ako dito sa san mateo. kahit mabagal ang internet, kahit nakakainip, kahit hindi efficient, wala naman talagang paggagamitan ang efficiency dahil walang deadline. ang oras lang na pinapansin ay ang oras ng pagkain at ang oras ng aming paboritong mga palabas sa tv. mabagal pero mabilis. kunwari balanse. katamaran lang talaga... tinatamad lang pumasok kaya kunwari minamahal ang tahanan... pero ang totoo, mahal naman talaga haha! ayoko pang pumasok... hay...
Saturday, December 22, 2007
chain letter
got this from pat ^_^ hehe... it's a chain letter. it was written by a guy... natuwa lang ako... wahahahaha! oo na linalanggam nanaman ako... hay... what can i do? *wink*
1. Girls always smell good even if it is just shampoo
2. The way their head always finds the right spot on our shoulders
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5 . The way they kiss you and all of sudden everything in the world is right
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way it takes them hours to get dressed but in the end it's all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even if it's -30 outside
9. They look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the
most beautiful girl on earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13 . The way they smile
14. The way you feel after you see her name on your cell after you just had a big fight
15. The way they say "lets not fight anymore"- even though you know that an hour later...
16. The way they kiss you after a fight
17 . The way they kiss you after you say "i love you"
18. Actually..The way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. The way they apologize after crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt
(even though we don't admit it)
23. The way they say "i miss you"
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so it doesn't hurt her anymore.
Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them, it matters not! Because once in your life, whatever they are to the world, they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, travel the depths of their souls and say a million things without trace of sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beats of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper do it justice. It is a thing of not the mind but the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.
~
masaya lang ^_^
kailangan ko na talaga ng insecticide... hahaha!
1. Girls always smell good even if it is just shampoo
2. The way their head always finds the right spot on our shoulders
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5 . The way they kiss you and all of sudden everything in the world is right
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way it takes them hours to get dressed but in the end it's all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even if it's -30 outside
9. They look good no matter what they wear
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the
most beautiful girl on earth
11. How cute they are when they argue
12. The way her hand always finds yours
13 . The way they smile
14. The way you feel after you see her name on your cell after you just had a big fight
15. The way they say "lets not fight anymore"- even though you know that an hour later...
16. The way they kiss you after a fight
17 . The way they kiss you after you say "i love you"
18. Actually..The way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20. The way they apologize after crying over something that silly
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt
(even though we don't admit it)
23. The way they say "i miss you"
24. The way you miss them
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so it doesn't hurt her anymore.
Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them, it matters not! Because once in your life, whatever they are to the world, they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, travel the depths of their souls and say a million things without trace of sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beats of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper do it justice. It is a thing of not the mind but the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.
~
masaya lang ^_^
kailangan ko na talaga ng insecticide... hahaha!
Friday, December 07, 2007
silence
other than my keyboard problem, things have been "stopping" me from posting blog entries. it's just that it seems like there really is no need for me to blog...
i take it back... ang hirap magtype... un na un!
kailangan ko ng insecticide... linalanggam nanaman tayo... kadors... hahahahahaha!
kailangan ko ng bagong laptaf... pakshet hahahahaha!
nakakaadik... ano ba itong pinasok ko... ^_^
i take it back... ang hirap magtype... un na un!
kailangan ko ng insecticide... linalanggam nanaman tayo... kadors... hahahahahaha!
kailangan ko ng bagong laptaf... pakshet hahahahaha!
nakakaadik... ano ba itong pinasok ko... ^_^
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
almost official
it's not that complicated. quite straight forward actually... we'll get used to it. it'll wear off eventually but i'd rather not force it. bear with me please... it's not every day that valentine's arrow hits me straight to the eyes. two birds with one stone! an illusion of love, plus matching blindness... it's almost the complete package ^_^ kulang na lang, aminin ko sa sarili kong hindi ito ilusyon...
Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right
hay...
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
^_^
Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right
hay...
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
^_^
Saturday, November 24, 2007
keso
i'm sick... ang lamig kasi dito sa farm... i wore a sweater and pants over my clothes. i had kumot wrapped around me. pag gising ko at around 10 am, barado ilong ko from sipon and i had no voice. ang lamig kasi dito sa bahay. gusto ko ng hot soup... gusto ko ng oatmeal. oatmeal na may keso...
i'm not normally cheesy... but there are just some situations when you can't help but be cheesy and sentimental... especially when it's your song being played... especially when it's your first time to watch its video... especially when the video is all about being cheesy and sentimental... wahahahahaha!!!
nababaliw na ako... apparently, the magic hasn't worn out ^_^
~
stole this from friendster :p
"what a boyfriend should do"
When she stares at your mouth, smile...then kiss her
When she pushes you or hit's you, hug her tight
When she starts cursing at you, say i love you
When she's quiet, hold her hand and ask what's wrong
When she ignores you, act cute so she'll notice you (wag na... ayokong nagpapakyut ka eh... hahaha!)
When she pulls away, pull her back
When you see her at her worst, tell her you love her and she still looks amazing
When you see her start crying, hold her...ask her what's wrong
When you see her walking, approach her..give a kiss on the cheek (ignore this rule pls... hahaha!)
When she's scared, assure her you're not goin to leave her
When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt your head too..and hold her hand
When she steals your favorite hat, let her keep it
When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesnt answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up
When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand
When she grabs at your hands. hold hers and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes, dont look away until she does
When she misses you, she's hurting inside
When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away
When she repost this bulletin, she wants you to read it
wahahahaha!!! sabi sa inyo nababaliw na ako :p
may sakit kasi ako... i'm not normally like this... it's the chills talking... why does it have to be cold in san mateo... ^_^
i'm not normally cheesy... but there are just some situations when you can't help but be cheesy and sentimental... especially when it's your song being played... especially when it's your first time to watch its video... especially when the video is all about being cheesy and sentimental... wahahahahaha!!!
nababaliw na ako... apparently, the magic hasn't worn out ^_^
~
stole this from friendster :p
"what a boyfriend should do"
When she stares at your mouth, smile...then kiss her
When she pushes you or hit's you, hug her tight
When she starts cursing at you, say i love you
When she's quiet, hold her hand and ask what's wrong
When she ignores you, act cute so she'll notice you (wag na... ayokong nagpapakyut ka eh... hahaha!)
When she pulls away, pull her back
When you see her at her worst, tell her you love her and she still looks amazing
When you see her start crying, hold her...ask her what's wrong
When you see her walking, approach her..give a kiss on the cheek (ignore this rule pls... hahaha!)
When she's scared, assure her you're not goin to leave her
When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt your head too..and hold her hand
When she steals your favorite hat, let her keep it
When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesnt answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up
When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand
When she grabs at your hands. hold hers and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes, dont look away until she does
When she misses you, she's hurting inside
When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away
When she repost this bulletin, she wants you to read it
wahahahaha!!! sabi sa inyo nababaliw na ako :p
may sakit kasi ako... i'm not normally like this... it's the chills talking... why does it have to be cold in san mateo... ^_^
Thursday, November 22, 2007
keyboad
siwa keyboad ko. may keys na ayaw pumindoks... haha! hulaan niyo na lang kung alin...
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need new lappy! wan new lappy!
~
linalanggam na ishpagedi ko haha!
~
sad ako dahil di ko masabi sa ibang people ang mga gs2 ko sabihin... sana may wecowdew ako noon, pawa mapawinig ko sa kanila sinabi nila noon, pawa mawinig nila na kung ano pa ang ayaw namin ay ang mismong ginagawa namin sa iba ngayon... ang sad lang... wala win akong r.... weplace W wid r (copy pase yan) hahaha!
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hulaan ko alin nex na mawawala... g, v, b... soon...
need new lappy! wan new lappy!
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linalanggam na ishpagedi ko haha!
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sad ako dahil di ko masabi sa ibang people ang mga gs2 ko sabihin... sana may wecowdew ako noon, pawa mapawinig ko sa kanila sinabi nila noon, pawa mawinig nila na kung ano pa ang ayaw namin ay ang mismong ginagawa namin sa iba ngayon... ang sad lang... wala win akong r.... weplace W wid r (copy pase yan) hahaha!
Thursday, November 15, 2007
bulletin
--galing sa friendster--
isip ka ng ISANG tao. i-base mo sa kanya ang mga isasagot mo. WALANG ibahan ng
naisip.
1. friend mo ba siya sa friendster?
- yes
2. bakit siya napili mo sa survey na to?
- required lang talaga na siya ang unang papasok sa isip ko. kailangan eh... hahaha!
3 . anong lugar ang naaalala mo sa kanya?
- katag at sikwet haha
4. anong song ang naaalala mo sa kanya?
- built to last -melee
5 . bakit?
- he asked me to download it, then asked me to send it to him through ym. kulit lang haha
6. okay ba ang height?
- ok naman ^_^
7. magaling ba kumanta?
- tone deaf eh... wahahaha! churi naman...
8. eh sumayaw?
- di ata... hahahaha! iba kasi ang talent niya. wala sa performance haha
9 . may kamukha ba siyang artista?
- wala ata :P
10. close ba kayo?
- yata... oo naman... haha! dapat lang! hahahahaha!
11. nakita mo na siyang magalit?
- yes... ginalit ko siya eh. hahaha!
12 . eh ngumiti?
- op cors!
13. eh umiyak?
- di ko pa nakita :p
14. ano fave color nya?
- di ko alam... hmm... weird.. baka blue haha
15. pinaiyak ka ba niya?
- di niya sinadya
16. pinaiyak mo ba siya?
- di ko rin sinadya hahaha! siya ang unang lalaking umamin na umiyak dahil sa akin. naks naman haha!
17 . anong fave niyang sport?
- soccer? ^_^
18 . anong fave niyang song?
- di ko alam... haha! isang linggo pa lang kami magkakilala
19. anong tawagan niyo?
- nicknames... di kami corny eh :p we're past that
20. message mo sa kanya?
- magsuklay ka nga hahahaha!
isip ka ng ISANG tao. i-base mo sa kanya ang mga isasagot mo. WALANG ibahan ng
naisip.
1. friend mo ba siya sa friendster?
- yes
2. bakit siya napili mo sa survey na to?
- required lang talaga na siya ang unang papasok sa isip ko. kailangan eh... hahaha!
3 . anong lugar ang naaalala mo sa kanya?
- katag at sikwet haha
4. anong song ang naaalala mo sa kanya?
- built to last -melee
5 . bakit?
- he asked me to download it, then asked me to send it to him through ym. kulit lang haha
6. okay ba ang height?
- ok naman ^_^
7. magaling ba kumanta?
- tone deaf eh... wahahaha! churi naman...
8. eh sumayaw?
- di ata... hahahaha! iba kasi ang talent niya. wala sa performance haha
9 . may kamukha ba siyang artista?
- wala ata :P
10. close ba kayo?
- yata... oo naman... haha! dapat lang! hahahahaha!
11. nakita mo na siyang magalit?
- yes... ginalit ko siya eh. hahaha!
12 . eh ngumiti?
- op cors!
13. eh umiyak?
- di ko pa nakita :p
14. ano fave color nya?
- di ko alam... hmm... weird.. baka blue haha
15. pinaiyak ka ba niya?
- di niya sinadya
16. pinaiyak mo ba siya?
- di ko rin sinadya hahaha! siya ang unang lalaking umamin na umiyak dahil sa akin. naks naman haha!
17 . anong fave niyang sport?
- soccer? ^_^
18 . anong fave niyang song?
- di ko alam... haha! isang linggo pa lang kami magkakilala
19. anong tawagan niyo?
- nicknames... di kami corny eh :p we're past that
20. message mo sa kanya?
- magsuklay ka nga hahahaha!
sa aking mga kabata
--jose rizal--
Kapagka ang baya'y sadyang umiibig
Sa kanyang salitang kaloob ng langit,
Sanglang kalayaan nasa ring masapit
Katulad ng ibong nasa himpapawid.
Pagka't ang salita'y isang kahatulan
Sa bayan, sa nayo't mga kaharian,
At ang isang tao'y katulad, kabagay
Ng alin mang likha noong kalayaan.
Ang hindi magmahal sa kanyang salita
Mahigit sa hayop at malansang isda,
Kaya ang marapat pagyamaning kusa
Na tulad sa inang tunay na nagpala.
Ang wikang Tagalog tulad din sa Latin
Sa Ingles, Kastila at salitang anghel,
Sapagka't ang Poong maalam tumingin
Ang siyang naggawad, nagbigay sa atin.
Ang salita nati'y huwad din sa iba
Na may alfabeto at sariling letra,
Na kaya nawala'y dinatnan ng sigwa
Ang lunday sa lawa noong dakong una.
http://pages.prodigy.net/manila_girl/rizal/rizal3a.htm
Kapagka ang baya'y sadyang umiibig
Sa kanyang salitang kaloob ng langit,
Sanglang kalayaan nasa ring masapit
Katulad ng ibong nasa himpapawid.
Pagka't ang salita'y isang kahatulan
Sa bayan, sa nayo't mga kaharian,
At ang isang tao'y katulad, kabagay
Ng alin mang likha noong kalayaan.
Ang hindi magmahal sa kanyang salita
Mahigit sa hayop at malansang isda,
Kaya ang marapat pagyamaning kusa
Na tulad sa inang tunay na nagpala.
Ang wikang Tagalog tulad din sa Latin
Sa Ingles, Kastila at salitang anghel,
Sapagka't ang Poong maalam tumingin
Ang siyang naggawad, nagbigay sa atin.
Ang salita nati'y huwad din sa iba
Na may alfabeto at sariling letra,
Na kaya nawala'y dinatnan ng sigwa
Ang lunday sa lawa noong dakong una.
http://pages.prodigy.net/manila_girl/rizal/rizal3a.htm
oscillating reaction
pretty colors... hahaha!
what if 8 physical chemistry students saw an oscillating reaction for the first time? ^_^
belousov-zhabotinsky reaction
wahahaha! salamat ara!
guts
http://www.chuckpalahniuk.net/books/haunted/guts.php
short story... causes people to faint according to wikipedia... haha
short story... causes people to faint according to wikipedia... haha
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
built to last
--melee--
I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where you are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.
~
may mga kanta lang talagang swak... yun yun eh ^_^
I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where you are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right
'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.
'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.
~
may mga kanta lang talagang swak... yun yun eh ^_^
Sunday, November 11, 2007
prerog
may iskeydyul ang prerog?!?!
wala lang.. for your information na lang... ^_^ tri-col rules!!!
Tri-college schedule for the TEACHER'S PREROGATIVE PHASE
ALL CAL, CSSP and CS Students may start the Pre-rog phase for any Tri-coll class on November 12.
CAL Subjects
10:30-11:30: family names starting with F-O
1:00-2:00: family names starting with P-Z
2:15-3:15: family names starting with A-E
3:30-5:00: family names starting with A-Z
CS Subjects
10:30-11:30: family names starting with A-E
1:00-2:00: family names starting with F-O
2:15-3:15: family names starting with P-Z
3:30-5:00: family names starting with A-Z
CSSP Subjects
10:30-11:30: family names starting with P-Z
1:00-2:00: family names starting with A-E
2:15-3:15: family names starting with F-O
3:30-5:00: family names starting with A-Z
Prerog will begin on November 12 at the respective Department/Institut e of the subject your wish to pre-rog in. (e.g. Philo Dept for Philo 10 classes, Inst of Chem for Chem 16 classes, etc.)
wala lang.. for your information na lang... ^_^ tri-col rules!!!
Tri-college schedule for the TEACHER'S PREROGATIVE PHASE
ALL CAL, CSSP and CS Students may start the Pre-rog phase for any Tri-coll class on November 12.
CAL Subjects
10:30-11:30: family names starting with F-O
1:00-2:00: family names starting with P-Z
2:15-3:15: family names starting with A-E
3:30-5:00: family names starting with A-Z
CS Subjects
10:30-11:30: family names starting with A-E
1:00-2:00: family names starting with F-O
2:15-3:15: family names starting with P-Z
3:30-5:00: family names starting with A-Z
CSSP Subjects
10:30-11:30: family names starting with P-Z
1:00-2:00: family names starting with A-E
2:15-3:15: family names starting with F-O
3:30-5:00: family names starting with A-Z
Prerog will begin on November 12 at the respective Department/Institut e of the subject your wish to pre-rog in. (e.g. Philo Dept for Philo 10 classes, Inst of Chem for Chem 16 classes, etc.)
nagpapataba
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Friday, November 09, 2007
black
just watched "meet joe black" alone... lonely... haha! pero buti na lang wala akong kasama kasi naiyak ako. ang sarap umiyak kapag walang kasama lalu na kung mababaw yung rason. at lalu na kung di pa tapos yung movie umiiyak ka na... whee!!! ^_^ nakakahiya kasi kung may kasama. siyempre pipigilan mo luha mo, siyempre madidistract ka na so di mo mafeel yung emotion ng todo... haha! labo... newei...
quotable quotes muna...
William Parrish: Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.
~
Joe Black: So you understand the idea. Congratulations, Bill. Now multiply that by infinity, take that to the depth of forever, and you still will barely have a glimpse of what I'm talking about.
~
Susan Parrish: What will we do now?
Joe Black: It will come to us.
~
Joe Black: Thank you for loving me.
~
William Parrish: I thought I was going to sneak away tonight. What a glorious night. Every face I see is a memory. It may not be a perfectly perfect memory. Sometimes we had our ups and downs. But we're all together, and you're mine for a night. And I'm going to break precedent and tell you my one candle wish: that you would have a life as lucky as mine, where you can wake up one morning and say, "I don't want anything more." Sixty-five years. Don't they go by in a blink?
~
favorite line: "no regrets"
~
i also found out that as the movie ended, it also played that song from 50 first dates...
-- Israel Kamakawiwo'ole --
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Once in a lullaby ii ii iii
Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Dreams really do come true ooh ooooh
Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me ee ee eeh
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me oh
Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dream that you dare to,why, oh why can't I? i iiii
Well I see trees of green and
Red roses too,
I'll watch them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world
Well I see skies of blue and I see clouds of white
And the brightness of day
I like the dark and I think to myself
What a wonderful world
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands
Saying, "How do you do?"
They're really saying, I...I love you
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow,
They'll learn much more
Than we'll know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world (w)oohoorld
Someday I'll wish upon a star,
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney top that's where you'll find me
Oh, Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dream that you dare to, why, oh why can't I?
quotable quotes muna...
William Parrish: Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.
~
Joe Black: So you understand the idea. Congratulations, Bill. Now multiply that by infinity, take that to the depth of forever, and you still will barely have a glimpse of what I'm talking about.
~
Susan Parrish: What will we do now?
Joe Black: It will come to us.
~
Joe Black: Thank you for loving me.
~
William Parrish: I thought I was going to sneak away tonight. What a glorious night. Every face I see is a memory. It may not be a perfectly perfect memory. Sometimes we had our ups and downs. But we're all together, and you're mine for a night. And I'm going to break precedent and tell you my one candle wish: that you would have a life as lucky as mine, where you can wake up one morning and say, "I don't want anything more." Sixty-five years. Don't they go by in a blink?
~
favorite line: "no regrets"
~
i also found out that as the movie ended, it also played that song from 50 first dates...
-- Israel Kamakawiwo'ole --
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Once in a lullaby ii ii iii
Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Dreams really do come true ooh ooooh
Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me ee ee eeh
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops thats where you'll find me oh
Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly
And the dream that you dare to,why, oh why can't I? i iiii
Well I see trees of green and
Red roses too,
I'll watch them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world
Well I see skies of blue and I see clouds of white
And the brightness of day
I like the dark and I think to myself
What a wonderful world
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands
Saying, "How do you do?"
They're really saying, I...I love you
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow,
They'll learn much more
Than we'll know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world (w)oohoorld
Someday I'll wish upon a star,
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney top that's where you'll find me
Oh, Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dream that you dare to, why, oh why can't I?
Monday, November 05, 2007
solo
hay... ang friendster horrorscope talaga, joke time minsan... hahaha!
~~~
*cough cough*
The Bottom Line
Working in a partnership will not suit your personality now -- a battle could erupt.
In Detail
Working in a partnership dynamic suits your personality right now -- even if the compromises are feeling a bit uncomfortable. There is an imbalance in maturity levels that you have to deal with together. The best approach is to wait and let them figure it out on their own. Be upfront about your concerns, but don't offer an ultimatum. Their willingness to get with the program is comforting and genuine. They take a step forward today and it will end up making your day.
*cough cough*
Friday, November 02, 2007
new yahoo id!
add me up: NAGPAPATABA
gawd... grabe talaga... it almost happened before... ngayon natuluyan na... i can't open it. i can't log in. ewan! nakakainis! i love that email address... sure, madaming spam. nasasanay nakong makakita ng vulgar language because of the spam. i learned a lot of explicit terms because of the fucking spam... ngayon wala na. wala na akong narereceive na email... shit talga... waaaaaaa!!!!!!! i hate this... i have to start over... i've got no contacts. it feels like i have no friends... gawd... i can't believe this is happening to me... gawd...
oh well.. that's life. you can't have everything. sometimes you have to do away with the old to give way to the new ^_^
inuulit ko... please add me up as your yahoo messenger contact: nagpapataba
thanks!!!
gawd... grabe talaga... it almost happened before... ngayon natuluyan na... i can't open it. i can't log in. ewan! nakakainis! i love that email address... sure, madaming spam. nasasanay nakong makakita ng vulgar language because of the spam. i learned a lot of explicit terms because of the fucking spam... ngayon wala na. wala na akong narereceive na email... shit talga... waaaaaaa!!!!!!! i hate this... i have to start over... i've got no contacts. it feels like i have no friends... gawd... i can't believe this is happening to me... gawd...
oh well.. that's life. you can't have everything. sometimes you have to do away with the old to give way to the new ^_^
inuulit ko... please add me up as your yahoo messenger contact: nagpapataba
thanks!!!
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Cigarette Smoking Guide
http://incompetech.com/gallimaufry/cigarette.html
it's funny that someone had to post a tutorial on how to smoke cigarettes... --_--'
i don't smoke, but because of this guide, it's like i've been smoking since i learned how to walk :p
it's funny that someone had to post a tutorial on how to smoke cigarettes... --_--'
i don't smoke, but because of this guide, it's like i've been smoking since i learned how to walk :p
Saturday, October 27, 2007
career
took a test at tickle.com and it says it'll be perfect if i were...
~~~
Based on your unique skill set, the #1 right job for you is an:
Architect
Your runner-up jobs are:
* Psychologist
* Computer systems analyst
* Chemist
* Airplane pilot
* Flight engineer
* Veterinarian
Why These Jobs Work For You
You try to control situations by learning everything there is to know. You hesitate to take hasty actions and prefer to become an expert before providing your opinion on matters. When you do become an expert, however, it is hard for you to listen to novices who try to give their advice, as well. As a result, you ultimately prefer to work by yourself so that you can implement your own solution rather than cooperate just to please others.
Research has shown that people whose personalities are well-suited to their job environments are happier and more successful. Remember, your Right Jobs were selected because they are good matches for your career personality — they would allow you to exercise the qualities mentioned above. They were not based on the skills you already have, or would need to perform those jobs. Those are things you can learn along the way.
That said, here's a description of the Right Job that is the best statistical match to your career personality. If you don't like the sound of it, you can do a bit more research on the runner-up jobs that match your personality almost as well.
As an architect, you would plan and design structures. Most likely, you'd focus on buildings and their immediate surroundings. In particular, architects plan a building's layout — everything from the look of the building itself to where the rooms, the elevators, the stairs, the doors, and the windows should go. You'd do all this while taking the engineering demands into account — the demands necessary to keep the structure stable and safe. Architects also have to do all this while designing a structure that meets the wishes of the client.
Architects are often responsible for choosing the building materials and equipment within a given budget and timeline. That means you'd oversee every aspect of the project, including supervising workers, preparing contracts, and representing the clients' needs to contractors. Architects typically possess high aptitudes for mathematics, spatial reasoning, and creativity. They have skills and interests in both big ideas and small details. Obtaining a four-year degree and passing the Architectural Registration Examination (administered by the Board of Architecture) are prerequisites to becoming an architect. The exam consists of nine parts and takes four days to complete.
Although the work environment of an architect is the best fit for your career personality, that is not to say you won't be happy in another job. In fact, there are plenty of careers that could use your personality's strengths. Architect was the highest statistical match for your personality characteristics. Look to the right for some other jobs that scored high and would be a great fit for you.
In addition to discovering what career best fits you, Tickle has provided some information about how to best fit your career goals with your lifestyle needs. After all, your career can take on many forms, and it is important to know what best works for you.
Why These Jobs Fit Within Your Lifestyle
You enjoy being comfortable in life. You don't need to live in extravagance, but you do like to indulge in a few luxuries. Whether you own a nice home, have an expensive hobby, or take lavish vacations, you are proud that your hard work can support the lifestyle you want.
Having a stable, and relatively prestigious, job is a priority for you. Your career identity is important to you, and you want to feel proud when telling others what you do for a living.
Be careful that you spend within your means. In your later years, retiring comfortably and paying off debts should be your priorities. Because having a rewarding career is important to you, be on the lookout for career advancement opportunities.
You may have already landed your dream job. Congratulations! But most people are still waiting to find the best job for their career personality.
Remember that wherever you are in your career — even if you're already in the job you want to keep for the rest of your life, you can't always control when or how the nature of your job might change, or how the goals of your company might evolve. But you can control the kinds of jobs you look for. That's why it's just as important to know your Wrong Job, as it is to know your Right Job.
To figure out what your Wrong Job is, we inverted the calculations for your Right Job. That means that the personality dimensions on which you scored the lowest contributed to our analysis of the Wrong Job for you.
Wrong Job
If you want to avoid your wrong Job, don't be an:
Underwriter
Why shouldn't you be an underwriter? Remember it's not all about the skills you have or don't have. The Right Job for you is the job that suits your personality best. For true job satisfaction, your job environment needs to match your personality.
Beyond the daily tasks of an insurance underwriter — accepting or rejecting insurance applications, examining client insurance risks, and assigning value to property — underwriters are driven by efficiency. They like things to run smoothly and with as few hitches as possible. They are also detail oriented and disorder will lead to their downfall. These are just some of the reasons you wouldn't find life as an underwriter very satisfying — why it's the Wrong Job for you.
link: http://web.tickle.com/tests/rightjob/index_main.jsp
~
makes sense ^_^
at least runner up ang pagiging chemist... so keri lang... sana maganda ang trabaho ko pagkagraduate ko... wahahahaha...
~~~
Based on your unique skill set, the #1 right job for you is an:
Architect
Your runner-up jobs are:
* Psychologist
* Computer systems analyst
* Chemist
* Airplane pilot
* Flight engineer
* Veterinarian
Why These Jobs Work For You
You try to control situations by learning everything there is to know. You hesitate to take hasty actions and prefer to become an expert before providing your opinion on matters. When you do become an expert, however, it is hard for you to listen to novices who try to give their advice, as well. As a result, you ultimately prefer to work by yourself so that you can implement your own solution rather than cooperate just to please others.
Research has shown that people whose personalities are well-suited to their job environments are happier and more successful. Remember, your Right Jobs were selected because they are good matches for your career personality — they would allow you to exercise the qualities mentioned above. They were not based on the skills you already have, or would need to perform those jobs. Those are things you can learn along the way.
That said, here's a description of the Right Job that is the best statistical match to your career personality. If you don't like the sound of it, you can do a bit more research on the runner-up jobs that match your personality almost as well.
As an architect, you would plan and design structures. Most likely, you'd focus on buildings and their immediate surroundings. In particular, architects plan a building's layout — everything from the look of the building itself to where the rooms, the elevators, the stairs, the doors, and the windows should go. You'd do all this while taking the engineering demands into account — the demands necessary to keep the structure stable and safe. Architects also have to do all this while designing a structure that meets the wishes of the client.
Architects are often responsible for choosing the building materials and equipment within a given budget and timeline. That means you'd oversee every aspect of the project, including supervising workers, preparing contracts, and representing the clients' needs to contractors. Architects typically possess high aptitudes for mathematics, spatial reasoning, and creativity. They have skills and interests in both big ideas and small details. Obtaining a four-year degree and passing the Architectural Registration Examination (administered by the Board of Architecture) are prerequisites to becoming an architect. The exam consists of nine parts and takes four days to complete.
Although the work environment of an architect is the best fit for your career personality, that is not to say you won't be happy in another job. In fact, there are plenty of careers that could use your personality's strengths. Architect was the highest statistical match for your personality characteristics. Look to the right for some other jobs that scored high and would be a great fit for you.
In addition to discovering what career best fits you, Tickle has provided some information about how to best fit your career goals with your lifestyle needs. After all, your career can take on many forms, and it is important to know what best works for you.
Why These Jobs Fit Within Your Lifestyle
You enjoy being comfortable in life. You don't need to live in extravagance, but you do like to indulge in a few luxuries. Whether you own a nice home, have an expensive hobby, or take lavish vacations, you are proud that your hard work can support the lifestyle you want.
Having a stable, and relatively prestigious, job is a priority for you. Your career identity is important to you, and you want to feel proud when telling others what you do for a living.
Be careful that you spend within your means. In your later years, retiring comfortably and paying off debts should be your priorities. Because having a rewarding career is important to you, be on the lookout for career advancement opportunities.
You may have already landed your dream job. Congratulations! But most people are still waiting to find the best job for their career personality.
Remember that wherever you are in your career — even if you're already in the job you want to keep for the rest of your life, you can't always control when or how the nature of your job might change, or how the goals of your company might evolve. But you can control the kinds of jobs you look for. That's why it's just as important to know your Wrong Job, as it is to know your Right Job.
To figure out what your Wrong Job is, we inverted the calculations for your Right Job. That means that the personality dimensions on which you scored the lowest contributed to our analysis of the Wrong Job for you.
Wrong Job
If you want to avoid your wrong Job, don't be an:
Underwriter
Why shouldn't you be an underwriter? Remember it's not all about the skills you have or don't have. The Right Job for you is the job that suits your personality best. For true job satisfaction, your job environment needs to match your personality.
Beyond the daily tasks of an insurance underwriter — accepting or rejecting insurance applications, examining client insurance risks, and assigning value to property — underwriters are driven by efficiency. They like things to run smoothly and with as few hitches as possible. They are also detail oriented and disorder will lead to their downfall. These are just some of the reasons you wouldn't find life as an underwriter very satisfying — why it's the Wrong Job for you.
link: http://web.tickle.com/tests/rightjob/index_main.jsp
~
makes sense ^_^
at least runner up ang pagiging chemist... so keri lang... sana maganda ang trabaho ko pagkagraduate ko... wahahahaha...
Thursday, October 25, 2007
definition
haha! narinig ko lang sa radyo tong kantang ito... di ko kasi alam kung anong ibigsabihin ng nananaghoy. haha! nabother lang ako... ayan LSS ko tuloy... haha! natuwa na rin ako sa kanta. akala ko session road ang kumanta kasi similar ang quality ng boses nila. hemp republic pala :D haha! reggae nga naman...or is it ska? doesn't matter hahaha! astig! hahaha!
sabihin mo
-hemp republic-
Ikuwento mo sa'kin kung ano ang sabi niya
Gusto kong maniwala ano ba ang gusto niya
Ikuwento mo sa'kin kung ano ang tingin niya
Sa galaw ko at ayos ko, sino ba ang gusto niya?
Araw-araw ako'y nananaghoy
Walang lakas ng loob na lumapit sa kanya
Mabuti pa ikaw na ang magsabi
At ikuwento mo na lang kung ano ang nangyari
Mahal ba niya ako, ako ba'ng talaga? Sabihin mo...
Ano ba'ng tingin niya sa kilos ko at porma?
Please lang paki-paliwanag ang bawat eksena
Mahal ko na ata, gusto ko na maging maligaya
Ikuwento mo sa'kin kung ano ang sabi niya
Gusto kong marining ang iyong mga balita
Itanong mo sa kanya kung may pag-asa pa
Pag-ibig na wagas na alay sa kanya
Maging masaya...
Sa piling niya...
Sa piling mo...
~
hahaha! sige tawa lang... hahaha!
love songs don't have to be mellow and cheesy and oh so sentimental... ^_^
sabihin mo
-hemp republic-
Ikuwento mo sa'kin kung ano ang sabi niya
Gusto kong maniwala ano ba ang gusto niya
Ikuwento mo sa'kin kung ano ang tingin niya
Sa galaw ko at ayos ko, sino ba ang gusto niya?
Araw-araw ako'y nananaghoy
Walang lakas ng loob na lumapit sa kanya
Mabuti pa ikaw na ang magsabi
At ikuwento mo na lang kung ano ang nangyari
Mahal ba niya ako, ako ba'ng talaga? Sabihin mo...
Ano ba'ng tingin niya sa kilos ko at porma?
Please lang paki-paliwanag ang bawat eksena
Mahal ko na ata, gusto ko na maging maligaya
Ikuwento mo sa'kin kung ano ang sabi niya
Gusto kong marining ang iyong mga balita
Itanong mo sa kanya kung may pag-asa pa
Pag-ibig na wagas na alay sa kanya
Maging masaya...
Sa piling niya...
Sa piling mo...
~
hahaha! sige tawa lang... hahaha!
love songs don't have to be mellow and cheesy and oh so sentimental... ^_^
balance
it's suppoed to work this way: one minute you're happy, the next you're sad. in order to have happy moments, there should be totally nerve-wrecking incidents in your life.
i've been really stressed out lately... really... so i'm not sure if what's coming will be more... uhmm... pleasing. if it has to be destructive, i really am looking forward to the next days. i would have to be the happiest person in my friends list to compensate for the stresses that i've been enduring... but then, self inflicted pain naman ang mga ito so i don't think it would count as points for me.
ang alam ko lang, madali akong mainip... it won't be long and something will happen... something has to happen.
i have an exciting life... i know, right?
first love never dies?
antok lang ako... ignore me please :p
i've been really stressed out lately... really... so i'm not sure if what's coming will be more... uhmm... pleasing. if it has to be destructive, i really am looking forward to the next days. i would have to be the happiest person in my friends list to compensate for the stresses that i've been enduring... but then, self inflicted pain naman ang mga ito so i don't think it would count as points for me.
ang alam ko lang, madali akong mainip... it won't be long and something will happen... something has to happen.
i have an exciting life... i know, right?
first love never dies?
antok lang ako... ignore me please :p
Monday, October 22, 2007
International Delphic Council
http://www.delphic.org/
it even has an entry at wikipedia... it says "see you in baguio!"
hmm... wala lang...
it even has an entry at wikipedia... it says "see you in baguio!"
hmm... wala lang...
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
kulto ni sir yago!
area, raa at yala ^_^
mga kabaliwan sa phychem ii lab ^_^
i will miss our class... buti na lang di nadissolve ang class natin hahaha!
ang klase kung saan may minus 10 everytime sasabihin ang salitang "churva"
quotable quotes ni sir yago:
bakit wala akong lab gown? minus ten ako! *sabay simangot*
nasaan na si favorite student? kinakausap niyo ba siya?
i remember our time... *sabay reminiscing eh 2 or 3 years older lang samin --_--'*
nasaan na ang classmates niyo? late nanaman kayo!
ipinagbabawal ang kumain sa loob ng laboratory *sabi ko "kahit walang experiment?* kahit walang experiment *tapos maglalabas ng chocolate chip cookies at isang litro ng C2* o class, dun tayo sa labas... *haha! astig*
haha! mamimiss ko si sir...
tnx cherry and ara for the pics
si ara kasi ang perfect timing mag-absent hahaha! yan tuloy di kasama sa series :D
done
finished with my finals... my sem is "officially" over... but who am i kidding here... damn... there's still my thesis that i haven't even started. there's my work at msi where i'm a student assistant. damn responsibilities... if i could only have at least one whole week of rest. total rest. no worries. no deadlines. no responsibilities. just me, my bed, and the television. i'm solved.
oh well... you can't have everything that you ask for... but then again, never ask for something that you might get. so wag na lang pala. i'd rather be busy and suicidal than totally bored and agitated.
~
3 units na ang napapasa ko... yey... --_--' the rest are still uncertain. gawd... worst sem ever... seriously... bahala na sa results... pakshet... pakshet...the prospect of having just 3 units passed out of 16... only a few people are lucky enough to experience the fear that i feel and at the same time feel numb about it. sure, i'm swearing like i've never sworn before but if i really did fail all 13 units of this sem, it wouldn't be the end of the world. i'd get mad at myself for not putting enough effort but life goes on.
i should have shifted out when i was starting to have second thoughts... haha! wala nang magagawa... matatapos na eh. kung pagod na at di na kayang maglakad, gapangin na lang... tsk... pathetic ko talaga minsan... wahahahahahahaha!!!!
oh well... you can't have everything that you ask for... but then again, never ask for something that you might get. so wag na lang pala. i'd rather be busy and suicidal than totally bored and agitated.
~
3 units na ang napapasa ko... yey... --_--' the rest are still uncertain. gawd... worst sem ever... seriously... bahala na sa results... pakshet... pakshet...the prospect of having just 3 units passed out of 16... only a few people are lucky enough to experience the fear that i feel and at the same time feel numb about it. sure, i'm swearing like i've never sworn before but if i really did fail all 13 units of this sem, it wouldn't be the end of the world. i'd get mad at myself for not putting enough effort but life goes on.
i should have shifted out when i was starting to have second thoughts... haha! wala nang magagawa... matatapos na eh. kung pagod na at di na kayang maglakad, gapangin na lang... tsk... pathetic ko talaga minsan... wahahahahahahaha!!!!
Sunday, October 14, 2007
change
"Every Little Thing"
-dishwalla-
Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the ground
see all come
you say your all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
Don't give me up
DON'T GIVE ME UP TONIGHT
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted...
~
ayokong pilitin kang magbago para sa akin dahil hindi ko rin yata kayang magbago para sayo. susubukan kong magbago pero para na ito sa sarili ko... dahil gusto kong lumago. gusto kong matutunan ang mga dapat kong matutunan. ayoko nang matakot. gusto ko nang maging masaya.
~
pakshet may ipis...
~
patay na yung ipis... --_--' nasa basurahan na siya... aww...
-dishwalla-
Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the ground
see all come
you say your all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times
Don't give me up
DON'T GIVE ME UP TONIGHT
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted...
~
ayokong pilitin kang magbago para sa akin dahil hindi ko rin yata kayang magbago para sayo. susubukan kong magbago pero para na ito sa sarili ko... dahil gusto kong lumago. gusto kong matutunan ang mga dapat kong matutunan. ayoko nang matakot. gusto ko nang maging masaya.
~
pakshet may ipis...
~
patay na yung ipis... --_--' nasa basurahan na siya... aww...
Saturday, October 13, 2007
panghuhula
maraming salamat friendster horoscopes at binibigyang liwanag mo ang mga buhay ng mga batang pilipino... --_--'
confused is the me... don't understanding... sino nanaman kaya to? ang mga hula talaga, panira ng buhay ko... wahahahahahahaha!!! kung pwede lang talaga di na ako magpahula para di na ako mabibigyan ng iba't ibang ideas na wala namang basis kundi ang mga baraha at mga bituin.
~~~
confused is the me... don't understanding... sino nanaman kaya to? ang mga hula talaga, panira ng buhay ko... wahahahahahahaha!!! kung pwede lang talaga di na ako magpahula para di na ako mabibigyan ng iba't ibang ideas na wala namang basis kundi ang mga baraha at mga bituin.
~~~
The Bottom Line
Give yourself time to sort through how you feel about a new person in your life.
In Detail
A new person in your life is upping the intensity with which they communicate with you today. Give yourself time to sort through how you feel about this, because you might not be sure how to react at first. They are still a bit of a mystery to you, and you might not be quite sure how serious they are. But this confusion could prove refreshing and exciting: Instead of frustrating you, this person is putting you in touch with a new part of yourself.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
peaches and cream
| Rating: | ★★★ |
| Category: | Other |
di effective... oh well... better luck next time... masarap pa rin ang peaches. peaches forever!
entropy
laya's head's been exothermic lately... the first derivative of temperature with respect to time is positive, and there's not enough ice cream in the world that could neutralize the temperature effect.
if you're not part of her academic world, it is advised to stay away from her if you do not wish to acquire extreme trauma...
nervous breakdown officially starts... now
if you're not part of her academic world, it is advised to stay away from her if you do not wish to acquire extreme trauma...
nervous breakdown officially starts... now
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
apple cinnamon crepe
| Rating: | ★★★★ |
| Category: | Other |
ingredients:
* 1/2 cup all-purpose flour
* 1 egg
* 1/4 cup milk
* 1/4 cup water
* 1/8 teaspoon salt
* 1 tablespoon butter, melted
* 1 teaspoon sugar (for batter)
* 1 teaspoon sugar (for filling)
* 1 apple
* cream/ice cream
methodology
to make filling, fry under low heat: sugar, cinnamon, and thin slices of apples. ready when apples are tender or until desired texture is obtained.
to make crepes, mix egg, milk, water, butter in a bowl. when thoroughly mixed, add dry ingredients: flour, sugar, salt. (for savory crepes do not add sugar.)
pour 1/4 cup batter into heat lightly oiled pan. twirl around to distribute batter evenly. cook for about 2 minutes for each side or until desired color is achieved (pwede kasi gusto mo ng black crepes edi go antayin mong masunog)
tinatamad nako magtype. gets niyo naman kung paano nabuo ang crepe after this point :p
next time kokontian ko lang yung salt kasi ang alat talaga nung pangalawa kong ginawa. ung una kasi nakalimutan kong lagyan ng butter at salt. mas masarap hahaha!
courtesy of http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Basic-Crepes/Detail.aspx
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
check
and you wake up each morning ready to face the world, thinking that you know what you need to know. you come back home, with broken spirits, with fresh bruises from reality checks here and there.
animals were born into this world with the sole purpose of replication... go forth and multiply, the Lord said so. and so we humans have, of course with a couple of complications here and there. in order to find a mate you need to have good looks, or at least big money. in order to support your offspring you need to have money. in order for your offspring to survive he/she needs to have money. while he/she is not capable of standing on their own two feet, you'd have to provide them with money. great... life revolves around money... true love does not exist. it's just an illusion to cover up the reality that everything in this world is superficial...
animals were born into this world with the sole purpose of replication... go forth and multiply, the Lord said so. and so we humans have, of course with a couple of complications here and there. in order to find a mate you need to have good looks, or at least big money. in order to support your offspring you need to have money. in order for your offspring to survive he/she needs to have money. while he/she is not capable of standing on their own two feet, you'd have to provide them with money. great... life revolves around money... true love does not exist. it's just an illusion to cover up the reality that everything in this world is superficial...
Monday, October 08, 2007
sarbey
galing sa friendster ang survey na to... para lang madocument ko kung paano ako mag-isip... babalikan ko to in 5 years at titingnan kung gaano kalaki ang pinagbago ko...
Would you do this?
1. Join the Military or the Mob?
- i choose... THE MOB!!! *ten ten ten...*
2. Turn a close friend in if they
committed a serious offense ex. murder?
- i don't think i can... bahala siya
3. Make one porno if it meant never
having to work again?
- err... i love working... i love responsibilities :p
4. Cheat on your bf/gf with your
biggest crush if there was no
possibility that they would EVER find
out?
- if ever i get to have a bf, siyempre siya ang aking biggest crush :P
5. Eat spoiled food from the garbage or
go hungry?
- go hungry... haha
What if...
1. In your relationship you find out
you are going to have a baby but one
of you doesn’t want it. Who has the
right to choose?
- ano yan? immaculate conception? of course we'd want to keep it... magiging sikat ako! yahoo!
2. Your partner had to work overseas
for a year, would you consider playing
around?
- if he has to work abroad at di pa kami kasal, break muna kami... hehehe... para naman di "cheating" ang tawag dun :p
3. You find out before having sex for
the first time with your partner that
they have a highly contagious STD,
would you still have sex with them?
- siyempre hindi... first time ko nga tapos baka maging last na agad?
4. You are in a serious accident in the
middle of nowhere and your only chance
of survival is to cut off your own arm,
would you do it?
- don't think i can. mamamatay rin ako kung putulin ko kamay ko eh... kung may ibang tao dun, siya na lang pumutol sa kamay ko
5. You had to kill a member of your
family if it meant you would save
thousands of lives, would you?
- i don't think i can... di ko naman kilala yung "thousands" na yun eh. pag mahal ko ang isang tao, kebs na sa iba... sencia na lang... ako na lang mamatay wag lang sila
What do you think?
1. Gay marriage is wrong?
- perfectly fine! sus... closed-minded people should try it
2. The night of your bestfriend’s
wedding their fiance comes on to you,
should you tell your bestfriend?
- siyempre. kampi siyempre ako sa bestfriend ko
3. You catch one of your parents having
a one-night-stand, should you tell the
other parent?
- err... di ko maimagine... sencia na...
4. Your partner wants to go to a
“swingers” club, would you go to keep
your partner happy?
- di noh... bahala siya... dito na lang ako sa bahay
5. You are about to tell your spouse
that you want a divorce but they just
found out that a close family member is
dying, do you still tell them?
- iba naman ang divorce sa support bilang kaibigan. di ko na siya mahal bilang asawa pero nandun pa rin ako para suportahan siya
Finale !
1. Would you/Have you ever fake illness to get attention?
- hmm... :p been there, done that?
2. You are the first to arrive at the
scene of an accident but it turns out
that the person hurt is your worst
enemy, do you help or walk away?
- di kakayanin ng kunsensya ko. siyempre tutulong pa rin
3. You have a non life threatening
sexual disease, would you have a one
night stand without telling the person?
- mabait ako eh... siyempre di ko na papakalatin yung sakit
4. Do you think it is important to tell
the truth or spare someones feelings?
- tell the truth... it'll come out so sabihin na lang
5. Do you think this survey was truly
original?
- nope... pero pwede na rin...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Would you do this?
1. Join the Military or the Mob?
- i choose... THE MOB!!! *ten ten ten...*
2. Turn a close friend in if they
committed a serious offense ex. murder?
- i don't think i can... bahala siya
3. Make one porno if it meant never
having to work again?
- err... i love working... i love responsibilities :p
4. Cheat on your bf/gf with your
biggest crush if there was no
possibility that they would EVER find
out?
- if ever i get to have a bf, siyempre siya ang aking biggest crush :P
5. Eat spoiled food from the garbage or
go hungry?
- go hungry... haha
What if...
1. In your relationship you find out
you are going to have a baby but one
of you doesn’t want it. Who has the
right to choose?
- ano yan? immaculate conception? of course we'd want to keep it... magiging sikat ako! yahoo!
2. Your partner had to work overseas
for a year, would you consider playing
around?
- if he has to work abroad at di pa kami kasal, break muna kami... hehehe... para naman di "cheating" ang tawag dun :p
3. You find out before having sex for
the first time with your partner that
they have a highly contagious STD,
would you still have sex with them?
- siyempre hindi... first time ko nga tapos baka maging last na agad?
4. You are in a serious accident in the
middle of nowhere and your only chance
of survival is to cut off your own arm,
would you do it?
- don't think i can. mamamatay rin ako kung putulin ko kamay ko eh... kung may ibang tao dun, siya na lang pumutol sa kamay ko
5. You had to kill a member of your
family if it meant you would save
thousands of lives, would you?
- i don't think i can... di ko naman kilala yung "thousands" na yun eh. pag mahal ko ang isang tao, kebs na sa iba... sencia na lang... ako na lang mamatay wag lang sila
What do you think?
1. Gay marriage is wrong?
- perfectly fine! sus... closed-minded people should try it
2. The night of your bestfriend’s
wedding their fiance comes on to you,
should you tell your bestfriend?
- siyempre. kampi siyempre ako sa bestfriend ko
3. You catch one of your parents having
a one-night-stand, should you tell the
other parent?
- err... di ko maimagine... sencia na...
4. Your partner wants to go to a
“swingers” club, would you go to keep
your partner happy?
- di noh... bahala siya... dito na lang ako sa bahay
5. You are about to tell your spouse
that you want a divorce but they just
found out that a close family member is
dying, do you still tell them?
- iba naman ang divorce sa support bilang kaibigan. di ko na siya mahal bilang asawa pero nandun pa rin ako para suportahan siya
Finale !
1. Would you/Have you ever fake illness to get attention?
- hmm... :p been there, done that?
2. You are the first to arrive at the
scene of an accident but it turns out
that the person hurt is your worst
enemy, do you help or walk away?
- di kakayanin ng kunsensya ko. siyempre tutulong pa rin
3. You have a non life threatening
sexual disease, would you have a one
night stand without telling the person?
- mabait ako eh... siyempre di ko na papakalatin yung sakit
4. Do you think it is important to tell
the truth or spare someones feelings?
- tell the truth... it'll come out so sabihin na lang
5. Do you think this survey was truly
original?
- nope... pero pwede na rin...
Friday, October 05, 2007
ulan at jogging
sabi ng kapatid ko mukhang nagccloud seeding sila. scheduled daw kasi ang ulan. laging 2:30 ng hapon... ako naman napansin ko na tuwing mga 10pm ng gabi lumalamig na ang hangin tapos mayamaya umuulan na...
buti na lang hindi umulan kaninang hapon. ang sarap ng feeling ng runner's high. kakaibang high rin kasi yung kanina. something i've almost forgotten. happiness na bihira lang dumapo sa akin... exactly what i needed lalu na't pakiramdam ko suicide ang gagawin ko in the next two weeks... tuloy tuloy na exam... may thesis draft pa akong pinoproblema. hay...
thank God for running shoes... i will miss the taste of hamburgers after 2 hours of jogging. never tasted better.. sana maulit...
ayan umuulan na... nagpapadala nanaman ang Diyos ng biyaya... baka wala nang mapunta sa akin... sobra sobra na sa quota ang nakuha ko eh... masaya nanaman ako... should i be worried? hehehe ^_^
buti na lang hindi umulan kaninang hapon. ang sarap ng feeling ng runner's high. kakaibang high rin kasi yung kanina. something i've almost forgotten. happiness na bihira lang dumapo sa akin... exactly what i needed lalu na't pakiramdam ko suicide ang gagawin ko in the next two weeks... tuloy tuloy na exam... may thesis draft pa akong pinoproblema. hay...
thank God for running shoes... i will miss the taste of hamburgers after 2 hours of jogging. never tasted better.. sana maulit...
ayan umuulan na... nagpapadala nanaman ang Diyos ng biyaya... baka wala nang mapunta sa akin... sobra sobra na sa quota ang nakuha ko eh... masaya nanaman ako... should i be worried? hehehe ^_^
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Imago - Walang Misteryo
why i can't be a vocalist of a rock band:
~ i've got stage fright
~ my voice is not that powerful
~ i can't dance
~ i'm not sexy
~ i don't write my own songs...
hmm... magagawan naman yata yan ng paraan eh... hahaha! kung hindi pa rin ako makatapos ng college, magiging rakista na lang ako para naman sambahin ako ng mga JJ (jumping jowlogz)... it's like having a cult of my own ^_^ waw i want that... hahaha!
* Video courtesy of: Universal Records
* Directed by: Quark Henares
* thank God there's youtube
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
quote
--My Bestfriend's Wedding--
Julianne 'Jules' Potter: Michael... I love you. I've loved you for nine years, I've just been too arrogant and scared to realize it, and... well, now I'm just scared. So, I realize this comes at a very inopportune time but I really have this gigantic favor to ask of you. Choose me. Marry me. Let me make you happy. Oh, that sounds like three favors, doesn't it?
^_^
wala lang... moment lang... hehe... this quote sounds so similar to:
--Grey's Anatomy--
Meredith Grey: Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste of music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.
hmm... hehe... natuwa lang ako
Julianne 'Jules' Potter: Michael... I love you. I've loved you for nine years, I've just been too arrogant and scared to realize it, and... well, now I'm just scared. So, I realize this comes at a very inopportune time but I really have this gigantic favor to ask of you. Choose me. Marry me. Let me make you happy. Oh, that sounds like three favors, doesn't it?
^_^
wala lang... moment lang... hehe... this quote sounds so similar to:
--Grey's Anatomy--
Meredith Grey: Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste of music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.
hmm... hehe... natuwa lang ako
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
your guardian angel
-red jumpsuit apparatus-
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
~
homily kasi kanina sa mass.. about angels... reminds me of people... ^_^ people i know... hehe and i'm so thankful i"ve got my own guardian angels
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
~
homily kasi kanina sa mass.. about angels... reminds me of people... ^_^ people i know... hehe and i'm so thankful i"ve got my own guardian angels
Sunday, September 30, 2007
LayaFC app's party
roan and rhea
ihaw, swimming, pingpong, etc
enjoy naman kahit haggard hahaha!
check niyo rin yung videos ^_^ they're hilarious
LSS
it's still stuck in my head... hahaha! i can't help it... :p
medyo nabitin ako sa app's party last night/kaninang madaling araw. disadvantage of hosting a party, you get to be the person who knows where what is and gets to go back and forth to and from the house. kapagod pabalikbalik. pero ok na rin. enjoy pa rin naman. madaming beses lang kasi akong pinansin na medyo uptight daw ako hahaha! can't help it... sorry... pero seriously i had fun ^_^
careless whisper
george michael
I feel so unsure,
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor.
As the music dies...
Something in your eyes,
Calls to mind a silver screen,
And all those sad goodbyes.
Chorus
Im never gonna dance again,
Guilty feet have got no rhythm.
Though its easy to pretend,
I know youre not a fool.
I should have no better than to cheat a friend,
And waste the chance that Id been given.
So Im never gonna dance again,
The way I danced with you.
Chorus
Time can never mend,
The careless whispers of a good friend.
To the heart and mind,
If your answers kind...
Theres no comfort in the truth,
Pain is all youll find.
Repeat chorus
What am I without your love?
Tonite the music seems so loud,
I wish that we could lose the crowd.
Maybe its better this way,
Wed hurt each other with the things we want to say.
We could have been so good together,
We could have made this last forever...
But now, whos gonna dance with me?
Please stay.
(alternatively):
And now its never gonna be
That way...
Repeat chorus
Now that youre gone...
Now that youre gone...
Now that youre gone...
Was what I did so wrong?
So wrong that you had to leave me alone?
medyo nabitin ako sa app's party last night/kaninang madaling araw. disadvantage of hosting a party, you get to be the person who knows where what is and gets to go back and forth to and from the house. kapagod pabalikbalik. pero ok na rin. enjoy pa rin naman. madaming beses lang kasi akong pinansin na medyo uptight daw ako hahaha! can't help it... sorry... pero seriously i had fun ^_^
careless whisper
george michael
I feel so unsure,
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor.
As the music dies...
Something in your eyes,
Calls to mind a silver screen,
And all those sad goodbyes.
Chorus
Im never gonna dance again,
Guilty feet have got no rhythm.
Though its easy to pretend,
I know youre not a fool.
I should have no better than to cheat a friend,
And waste the chance that Id been given.
So Im never gonna dance again,
The way I danced with you.
Chorus
Time can never mend,
The careless whispers of a good friend.
To the heart and mind,
If your answers kind...
Theres no comfort in the truth,
Pain is all youll find.
Repeat chorus
What am I without your love?
Tonite the music seems so loud,
I wish that we could lose the crowd.
Maybe its better this way,
Wed hurt each other with the things we want to say.
We could have been so good together,
We could have made this last forever...
But now, whos gonna dance with me?
Please stay.
(alternatively):
And now its never gonna be
That way...
Repeat chorus
Now that youre gone...
Now that youre gone...
Now that youre gone...
Was what I did so wrong?
So wrong that you had to leave me alone?
Monday, September 24, 2007
suicide
it's like sitting in your chair... doing something that is nothing...
procrastinating until your ass hurts.
suicide is killing one's self.
i'm killing myself by doing absolutely nothing but rant... which is not something... it's nothing... dying is me... killing myself is me...
just ignore me, ok... i hate the way i've navigated though life. can i pick another door and check if i can do better at a different career?
my latest therapy is a blog ban. no more blog entries and start living...
no more suicide... yes to coke lite... don't worry, there's no sugar
procrastinating until your ass hurts.
suicide is killing one's self.
i'm killing myself by doing absolutely nothing but rant... which is not something... it's nothing... dying is me... killing myself is me...
just ignore me, ok... i hate the way i've navigated though life. can i pick another door and check if i can do better at a different career?
my latest therapy is a blog ban. no more blog entries and start living...
no more suicide... yes to coke lite... don't worry, there's no sugar
Sunday, September 23, 2007
secrets
why does it have to be so hard to shut my mouth? why should it be so difficult for me to keep my opinions to myself? i'm not tactless. at least i think i'm not since i usually think about what to say... it's just that... i have to tell you everything i think about. that it's scary. i have to tell you everything. even the things you don't need to know. i need to release them. i'm not sure if it helps me...
having a blog may not be helpful after all... my life is an open book, with foot notes all over, with explanations between the lines. gawd... i provide a manual of the happenings in my life. it's not instructional, just plain data. useful data. i'm a stalker's dream come true. why was i born this way?!?!
>_<
having a blog may not be helpful after all... my life is an open book, with foot notes all over, with explanations between the lines. gawd... i provide a manual of the happenings in my life. it's not instructional, just plain data. useful data. i'm a stalker's dream come true. why was i born this way?!?!
>_<
Saturday, September 22, 2007
nerdy pickup lines
got this from an email... di ko alam kung saan galing pero grabe nakakaharass hahaha!
Bio/Chem Pick-up Lines:
Bio/Chem Pick-up Lines:
If I were an enzyme, I'd be DNA helicase so I could unzip your genes.
You're so hot, you denature my proteins.
Can I be the phasor to your electron and take you to an excited state?
You must be gibberelin, because I'm experiencing some stem elongation.
You make my anoxic sediments want to increase their redox potential.
Hey baby, will a little more alcohol catalyze this reaction?
I will fondle your vesicles while you caress my golgi body.
I want to work on your leucine zipper with my zinc fingers.
You're hotter than a bunsen burner set to full power.
If I were a neurotransmitter, I would be dopamine so I could activate your reward pathway.
Hey, wanna put your alpha helix in my beta barrel?
Hey baby, why don't you get your ligase working on my okazaki fragment and lengthen my strand.
Hey, are you an alpha carbon, because you look susceptible to backside attack!
Do you want to extract some protein from my column?
According to the second law of thermodynamics, you're supposed to share your hotness with me.
Everyone knows its not the size of the vector that matters, but the way the force is delivered.
How about me and you go back to my place and form a covalent bond?
We can make a mess as I've hired some lysosomes to clean up after.
Why don't we measure the coefficient of static friction between me and you?
Please have a smooth endoplasmic reticulum but know that I like it rough, if you know what I mean.
I also prefer my ribosomes bound...tight. Spin me round with your basal body and make sure it's turgid.
Do you like aerobic respiration as much as I do?
Friday, September 21, 2007
procrastination
ang lakas talaga ng temptation na magshift out lalu na kung sabaysabay ang deadlines at parang di na matapos tapos ang mga exam... pakiramdam ko mag-isa na lang ako... parang wala nang pag-asa... parang mas magpatutunguhan ako kung matagal na akong nagshift in sa clothing tech... ang prob ko lang dun is di ako marunong magdrawing... at least i can make clothes...
mas madali pang magtahi kesa magcompute ng enthalpy o i-pridict ang posibility na lilipad ang electron sa area na ito... minsan talaga parang ang sarap mag LOA... hmp... sayang di nako aabot sa deadline.... sayang
~
ang kulit ko... parang sunodsunod ata ang rants ko on my acad ah... wahahaha! taeng chem yan... tae ka garrett! pati na rin ikaw atkins! you could have done a better job if you would just provide capsules.... 50mg per day and i'd get the required daily intake of thermodynamics and biochemistry.
kailangan ko na talaga ng boyfriend na gagawa lahat ng mga paper ko... kailangan ko ng taga gawa ng thesis!!! >_<
last rant na to... next week puro happy thoughts na... ay di pala... week after next week wala nakong entries kasi nagdisappear nako sa kawalan dahil yun ang state of least potential energy... yun ang most stable state ko... invisible... walang problema... waaaa...
just ignore me please... hehe
mas madali pang magtahi kesa magcompute ng enthalpy o i-pridict ang posibility na lilipad ang electron sa area na ito... minsan talaga parang ang sarap mag LOA... hmp... sayang di nako aabot sa deadline.... sayang
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ang kulit ko... parang sunodsunod ata ang rants ko on my acad ah... wahahaha! taeng chem yan... tae ka garrett! pati na rin ikaw atkins! you could have done a better job if you would just provide capsules.... 50mg per day and i'd get the required daily intake of thermodynamics and biochemistry.
kailangan ko na talaga ng boyfriend na gagawa lahat ng mga paper ko... kailangan ko ng taga gawa ng thesis!!! >_<
last rant na to... next week puro happy thoughts na... ay di pala... week after next week wala nakong entries kasi nagdisappear nako sa kawalan dahil yun ang state of least potential energy... yun ang most stable state ko... invisible... walang problema... waaaa...
just ignore me please... hehe
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
molar
kumakatok ang aking wisdom tooth... gusto na niyang lumabas... tinutulak niya ang aking gilagid... nangiistorbo sa mga ngiping nananahimik lang sa tabi... di ko alam kung paano mapapadali ang buhay at kung paano mababawasan ang sakit... basta alam ko lang gusto na niya lumabas, ang gusto ko lang, katahimikan...
bakit pa ba kailangang magkaroon ng ganitong pangyayari... ngayon pa kung kailan nananahimik na ang lahat? akala ko pa naman masaya na siya sa ganung pusisyon, yun pala nagtitiis lang siya sa likod. ok lang naman sa aking pabayaan siyang lumabas. yun nga lang masakit. pero wala naman akong magagawa kundi payagang gawin niya ang kaniyang nais... pagkat siya ay bahagi na ng aking buhay. siya ang aking wisdom tooth. napakainam...
bakit pa ba kailangang magkaroon ng ganitong pangyayari... ngayon pa kung kailan nananahimik na ang lahat? akala ko pa naman masaya na siya sa ganung pusisyon, yun pala nagtitiis lang siya sa likod. ok lang naman sa aking pabayaan siyang lumabas. yun nga lang masakit. pero wala naman akong magagawa kundi payagang gawin niya ang kaniyang nais... pagkat siya ay bahagi na ng aking buhay. siya ang aking wisdom tooth. napakainam...
Sunday, September 16, 2007
pito
SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
- animals/living organisms being killed (including lab mice >_<), especially by me... well... death in general scares me a lot... and that includes violence and pain
- the unknown (especially the future)
- graduation/graduating/board exam
- rejection
- pain... or the prospect of pain... dying... hay...
- commitment
SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
- running. i love feeling the wind on my face... lalu na pag umaambon
- jamming/singing/sound tripping
- food trip!!! lalu na kung walang gastos and with special people
- pananahi... di nako nakakapagtahi... at kung anu-ano pang mga artsy fartsy shit na ginagawa ko sa bahay... hahahaha!
- san mateo... awww...
- shopping... i'm an emotional shopper ^_^ kahit window shopping lang masaya nako. kahit pa grocery lang ganun din ang epekto sakin. masaya ako. hehe
SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
- bed... and the whole package ^_^ di pwedeng walang unan at kumot
- books!!! hay nako ang mga katabi kong matulog... sila solomons, garrett, levine, atkins, leithold (noon) etc... hahahaha!
- gitara & violin
- radio
- my sister hehehe
- wala na yun lang importante eh...
SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
- i don't eat potatoes. this includes french fries, hash browns, potato chips, etc
- i had piano lessons but didn't even finish grade 1. i had violin lessons but only for one sem kaya bano pako. i wasn't allowed to get guitar lessons. pero pinakamaalam ako sa guitara compared sa piano at violin. haha! in short, sayang lang binayad ni nanay.
- obvious ako. kapag gusto ko, makikita mo talaga yung passion. kapag ayaw ko, halata lang na napipilitan. kaya iba iba ang sasabihin ng mga tao kung tanungin mo sila kung tamad ako. hehehe
- i am comfortable with eating alone as long as the place is not too crowded. sometimes it surprises me that people don't know that i'm an introvert
- i can't stand too many people. di dahil tumatahimik ako eh may problema ako. di lang talaga ako kumportable pag maraming tao, unless na lang closest friends ko ang lahat ng un
- laway conscious ako. don't ask why. just accept that fact that i am. kapag close na tayo, sige ikukuwento ko sayo kung bakit.
SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
- i can
- i can produce music using my vocal chords, my hands and my fingers...
- i can make my own pants, given 2 yards of cloth, in more or less 2 hours
- i can wear the most mismatched clothes and still look confident
- i can cook gulaman
- i can sleep in class
- i can swim
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
- i can't stand large crowds. i'm not really comfortable
- i can't put my heart into something i don't want. call me stubborn pero ganun talaga ako. at ayokong pinipilit akong gawin ang isang bagay na ayoko
- i can't sleep earlier than 11pm... kahit sobrang pagod, laging past 11 nako nakakatulog
- i usually can't tell if a person is lying to me
- i can't stand lairs and cheaters
- i can't survive a day without having any form of social interaction
SEVEN THINGS THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
- long hair pero di mukhang babae
- sense of humor/matalino (may relasyon yan) or at least mas matalino siya sa akin
- gentleman... chivalrous ahihihi... basta as long as he makes me feel like a lady kahit pa sabihin ko sa kaniya na kaya ko naman mag-isa. haha
- ung pinapansin ako... un lang. ksp kasi ako. eh pinapansin ko lang ung mga pumapansin sakin
- confident pero hindi mahangin
- good conversationalists
SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
- tae
- yah sure...
- mamamatay nako
- ang tamad ko/nakakatamad
- ayoko na!
- ang cute!
SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES
- mark abaya
- aia de leon
- un lang... hahaha
SEVEN PEOPLE YOU WANT TO SEE TAKE THIS TEST
- verna
- mnel
- pauee
- sarj
- alex
- tannix
- basta mga sali ako people... para masaya... hahaha! sayang talaga di ako nakasama nung huling meet-up
Friday, September 14, 2007
spidermagnanakaw 2
spidermagnanakaw strikes again. sa kabilang side naman siya sumubok pumasok... tae talaga. just when you feel like you're safe... when walls are all high and barbed wires are laid out in all possible entry points, he finds a way to sneak into our house... ewan ko ba kung anong meron sa amin. wala naman siyang kinukuha. di rin kasi siya makalabas sa front door since it's double locked so kailangan pa niyang magakrobatiks para lumabas. wala tuloy siyang nakukuha. tanga.
maybe it's the thrill of getting in... maybe he's keeping score of which houses he's entered... ewan... basta naiinis na ako. di ko talaga gets. bakit kami pa? --_--'
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
hawt
why do i love surfing? because of hipon... lots and lotsa hipon!!! hipon here, hipon there, drown yourself in hipon!! wahahaha! it is the first thing that attracts me to the sport (kung sport nga yun) kasi saan ka pa makakakita ng mas maraming hipon kundi sa beach ^_^
imagine, naturally tanned abs... broad shoulders... mmm... sarap lang manood... wahahaha!
pero siyempre nakakasawa rin. kalahating araw pa lang ata sawa nako. parang hindi na kasi special... nakakalungkot na nauubos rin ang magic... hahahaha! it just means that it's the hot bodies that draws you in, and the sport that keeps you coming back.
same thing goes with football. ang saya na kusang nagtatanggal ng t-shirt ang mga soccer players pero siyempre nagustuhan ko ang sport dahil masaya maglaro :D
who cares about abs... so what if guys just want to take off their tops. wala naman silang abs. di naman sila masarap titigan. masaya maglaro. gusto kong maglaro. gusto kong mapagod. gusto kong tumakbo ng mabilis nang parang tanga lang dahil wala naman akong hinahabol at wala namang humahabol sa akin.
i love running. i want to sprint. i want to find my peak. i want to run as fast as i can until it hurts... so fast that i can't keep up. ayoko na munang harapin ang mga problema ng buhay... gusto ko lang tumakbo...
[edit] btw, hipon means: yummy is the body, but nevermind the head... hahaha! [/edit]
imagine, naturally tanned abs... broad shoulders... mmm... sarap lang manood... wahahaha!
pero siyempre nakakasawa rin. kalahating araw pa lang ata sawa nako. parang hindi na kasi special... nakakalungkot na nauubos rin ang magic... hahahaha! it just means that it's the hot bodies that draws you in, and the sport that keeps you coming back.
same thing goes with football. ang saya na kusang nagtatanggal ng t-shirt ang mga soccer players pero siyempre nagustuhan ko ang sport dahil masaya maglaro :D
who cares about abs... so what if guys just want to take off their tops. wala naman silang abs. di naman sila masarap titigan. masaya maglaro. gusto kong maglaro. gusto kong mapagod. gusto kong tumakbo ng mabilis nang parang tanga lang dahil wala naman akong hinahabol at wala namang humahabol sa akin.
i love running. i want to sprint. i want to find my peak. i want to run as fast as i can until it hurts... so fast that i can't keep up. ayoko na munang harapin ang mga problema ng buhay... gusto ko lang tumakbo...
[edit] btw, hipon means: yummy is the body, but nevermind the head... hahaha! [/edit]
Sunday, September 09, 2007
relationship
there are two sides in a relationship. in order for it to work both sides have to agree to hold on to each other. neither should let go, neither should push the other away... kung mukhang wala namang gana ang humahawak sayo, diba mawawalan ka na rin ng gana? kung tinutulak ka niyang palayo, bakit ka pa magpupumilit kumapit? masasayang lang ang pagod. ang dami naman diyang iba, diba?
ano nga pala ang kahulugan ng true love? diba wala naman talagang true love...kathang isip lamang ito na binuo ng hallmark (greeting cards) upang makabenta ng maraming maraming cards. kunwari lang kailangan ng true love sa isang malusog na relasyon pero ang totoo, ang pinakaimportanteng sangkap sa malusog na relasyon ay ***... hahaha! joke lang... pinakaimportante ay compromise at communication. communicate!!! keep an open mind and learn to listen to yourself and to your partner.
there's also no harm in letting go when there's no where to go but down. understand that things come and go, but it doesn't mean it's the end of the world. nothing is constant but change. don't try to restrain your partner. the tighter your grip, the more she wants to escape.
i am a free spirit. no one can make me stay in one place longer than my ass could take. ayoko rin naghihintay. i have fear of commitment and you should know that by now. don't take it personally if eventually i leave you without warning. this is me. live with it.
ano nga pala ang kahulugan ng true love? diba wala naman talagang true love...kathang isip lamang ito na binuo ng hallmark (greeting cards) upang makabenta ng maraming maraming cards. kunwari lang kailangan ng true love sa isang malusog na relasyon pero ang totoo, ang pinakaimportanteng sangkap sa malusog na relasyon ay ***... hahaha! joke lang... pinakaimportante ay compromise at communication. communicate!!! keep an open mind and learn to listen to yourself and to your partner.
there's also no harm in letting go when there's no where to go but down. understand that things come and go, but it doesn't mean it's the end of the world. nothing is constant but change. don't try to restrain your partner. the tighter your grip, the more she wants to escape.
i am a free spirit. no one can make me stay in one place longer than my ass could take. ayoko rin naghihintay. i have fear of commitment and you should know that by now. don't take it personally if eventually i leave you without warning. this is me. live with it.
Saturday, September 08, 2007
misery
if you still don't know, i spent the most miserable days of my college life in summer 2006. i don't even want to reread my journal. i would hate to remember how small i felt and how miserable they made me feel without even trying. to the point that i wanted to hit the walls so hard that it would fall on them and shatter their skulls into bits and pieces. of course i couldn't do that. i felt too small to even attempt such feat. traumatizing.
i don't think i ever recovered. my self esteem has always been low but after those days, i felt like dust.
the face i wear now is just a mask. the body that you see is an empty jacket, sprayed with starch so that it would stand on its own. i have friends to hold on to whenever i feel like collapsing. i have my family to go home to where i could recharge my spirits. and i have my blog and online friends to cause enough distraction, to keep the tears from falling.
i joined the trip because i wanted to learn. i wanted to grow. i wanted to be like you because i've always admired you. but i made the wrong move.
if there's something in my life that i regret, it's joining the trip. it caused me so much pain that i had to take a break for one whole sem. i got so tired. i had to get out.
at ngayon, nagbalik nako, ganun pa rin. ewan.
if you're thinking that i should be talking to the people involved instead of going all out emo in my blog, i'd tell you, sino ba ako? isa lang akong pipitsuging bata na taga bilang at taga tupi ng damit. walang kapangyarihan. walang boses. talaga? papakinggang nila ako?
anyway, that's ages ago. buried deep in the past. ayoko nang kausapin at ayoko nang pag-usapan kasi ayokong gumagawa ng gulo. ok na naman. nagkaroon na ng compromise. my scars are still visible pero di ko na nararamdaman.
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ayoko nang pag-usapan natin kasi wala na namang mababago. tapos na. gusto ko lang malaman mo, minsan sa buhay mo sinaktan mo ako nang di nalalaman... past is past
i don't think i ever recovered. my self esteem has always been low but after those days, i felt like dust.
the face i wear now is just a mask. the body that you see is an empty jacket, sprayed with starch so that it would stand on its own. i have friends to hold on to whenever i feel like collapsing. i have my family to go home to where i could recharge my spirits. and i have my blog and online friends to cause enough distraction, to keep the tears from falling.
i joined the trip because i wanted to learn. i wanted to grow. i wanted to be like you because i've always admired you. but i made the wrong move.
if there's something in my life that i regret, it's joining the trip. it caused me so much pain that i had to take a break for one whole sem. i got so tired. i had to get out.
at ngayon, nagbalik nako, ganun pa rin. ewan.
if you're thinking that i should be talking to the people involved instead of going all out emo in my blog, i'd tell you, sino ba ako? isa lang akong pipitsuging bata na taga bilang at taga tupi ng damit. walang kapangyarihan. walang boses. talaga? papakinggang nila ako?
anyway, that's ages ago. buried deep in the past. ayoko nang kausapin at ayoko nang pag-usapan kasi ayokong gumagawa ng gulo. ok na naman. nagkaroon na ng compromise. my scars are still visible pero di ko na nararamdaman.
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ayoko nang pag-usapan natin kasi wala na namang mababago. tapos na. gusto ko lang malaman mo, minsan sa buhay mo sinaktan mo ako nang di nalalaman... past is past
Friday, September 07, 2007
spidermagnanakaw
may suki kaming magnanakaw na umaakyat sa bubong namin at nagpapakaspiderman sa walls. di nga namin malalaman na may nakapasok na magnanakaw kung di pa nakita ng katulong namin na may footprint sa dingding ng 2nd floor sa gitnang apartment. at tumalon talon siya from the kitchen bubong, to unit A, to unit B, to unit C pero di siya nakapasok. kaya tumalon siya to unit I, H, G, F... wala namang nakuha. binaba lang niya yung mga gusto sana niyang nakawin sa unit F (yata) tulad ng mga gamit, gamit, bote ng asin at payong mula sa unit I. wala naman siyang nakuha. takaw mata lang. windang lang kami.
a day after, nag-attempt nanaman siya. nakahanda na yung mga lalaki ng unit I na bugbugin yung spidermagnanakaw pero nakita ng katulong. tumili si katulong. tumakbo at nakatakas tuloy si magnanakaw.
weeks before that, mga 9pm, umakyat na rin siya sa bubong pero walang nakuha. ang aga, 9pm. grrr...
the first time it happened, a few months back, pumasok siya sa kuwarto namin, di man lang pinansin ang aking bag na vintage at mukhang basura. kinuha niya ang bag ng aking kapatid containing her mp3 player, kinuha rin niya ang remote control ng tv ni lola (possibly thinking na celfone un... haha! stupid)
so, di pa ako nananakawan ni spidermagnanakaw. yey for me. pero siyempre ayoko namang may mutant na pumapasok sa aming property diba. so a few weeks ago, after the the day when we found out he can walk on walls, naglagay na si tatay ng mga barbed wire sa may bubong ng kitchen kasi feeling namin dun siya dumadaan. may ilaw na rin para matakot siya. pero di gumana. kagabi nakita nanaman siya. napansin rin ng katulong namin na may nagdistrub ng fence namin sa other side ng lot. hay... spidermagnanakaw never gives up... tsk...
that's life... there are just nice people, and people who are not nice... tsk...
which reminds me... sabi ng kaibigan ko:
"mukhang kailangan mo nang magpigil sa kakapuyat mo......
sa susunod di lang lagnat aabutin mo......alagaan mo naman sarili mo.....please
the world will have one nice person less!!"
aww... i hope he doesn't mind that i quoted him ^_^ and i'm not even acknoweldging him... wahahaha! hindi na niya malalaman
(pero just in case nababasa mo to. comment ka na lang at iaacknowledge kita hehe)
a day after, nag-attempt nanaman siya. nakahanda na yung mga lalaki ng unit I na bugbugin yung spidermagnanakaw pero nakita ng katulong. tumili si katulong. tumakbo at nakatakas tuloy si magnanakaw.
weeks before that, mga 9pm, umakyat na rin siya sa bubong pero walang nakuha. ang aga, 9pm. grrr...
the first time it happened, a few months back, pumasok siya sa kuwarto namin, di man lang pinansin ang aking bag na vintage at mukhang basura. kinuha niya ang bag ng aking kapatid containing her mp3 player, kinuha rin niya ang remote control ng tv ni lola (possibly thinking na celfone un... haha! stupid)
so, di pa ako nananakawan ni spidermagnanakaw. yey for me. pero siyempre ayoko namang may mutant na pumapasok sa aming property diba. so a few weeks ago, after the the day when we found out he can walk on walls, naglagay na si tatay ng mga barbed wire sa may bubong ng kitchen kasi feeling namin dun siya dumadaan. may ilaw na rin para matakot siya. pero di gumana. kagabi nakita nanaman siya. napansin rin ng katulong namin na may nagdistrub ng fence namin sa other side ng lot. hay... spidermagnanakaw never gives up... tsk...
that's life... there are just nice people, and people who are not nice... tsk...
which reminds me... sabi ng kaibigan ko:
"mukhang kailangan mo nang magpigil sa kakapuyat mo......
sa susunod di lang lagnat aabutin mo......alagaan mo naman sarili mo.....please
the world will have one nice person less!!"
aww... i hope he doesn't mind that i quoted him ^_^ and i'm not even acknoweldging him... wahahaha! hindi na niya malalaman
(pero just in case nababasa mo to. comment ka na lang at iaacknowledge kita hehe)
Thursday, September 06, 2007
SoYouWanna learn the basics of soccer?
http://www.soyouwanna.com/site/syws/soccer/soccerfull.html
useful... and sometimes funny... hehehe
"Basically, people like kicking things around. Okay, so not many Americans seem to — we prefer throwing things (e.g., baseball, basketball) and full-body assault (e.g., football, hockey) — but you have to admit that there's an appeal to just knocking the crap out of something with your foot."
and
"Unimpaired by overactive imaginations, soccer's founders have named these positions left-half, center-half (or center-midfield), and right-half"
interesting read ^_^
useful... and sometimes funny... hehehe
"Basically, people like kicking things around. Okay, so not many Americans seem to — we prefer throwing things (e.g., baseball, basketball) and full-body assault (e.g., football, hockey) — but you have to admit that there's an appeal to just knocking the crap out of something with your foot."
and
"Unimpaired by overactive imaginations, soccer's founders have named these positions left-half, center-half (or center-midfield), and right-half"
interesting read ^_^
Monday, September 03, 2007
lagnat
note to self: wag magpupuyat araw-araw. kawawa naman ang iyong katawan... hirap na hirap na. wag na kasi mag-aral, masestress ka lang. matulog ka na lang buong araw. wala ka rin namang natututunan kung pumasok ka eh...
Sunday, September 02, 2007
Boohbah Zone
http://www.boohbah.com/zone.html
for people with short attention spans and a passion for sound and colors ^_^ hahaha!
the cutest thing i've seen on the web wahahahaha!
for people with short attention spans and a passion for sound and colors ^_^ hahaha!
the cutest thing i've seen on the web wahahahaha!
cortisol
namamaga yung shin ko... ay, di pa ata to shin kasi nasa ibaba. hmm... hindi, shin na rin to kasi hindi siya ankle. basta namamaga. hahaha! ilang beses ba naman matamaan ng bolang lumilipad. whee!!!
for now, hindi ko pa rin alam kung serioso nako. pero may nakikita akong potential. daming PG looking guys. may potential talaga... hahahaha! jowk lang... narealize ko lang kasi na pumapayat ako. dahil kasi sa stress ito. tumataas ang levels ng cortisol sa aking dugo. kailangang kontrahin ito. kailangan ko ng epinephrine sa aking katawan upang sumaya. eh ang balita ko, tumataas ang epinephrine levels when engaging in sports activities. and that's what i'm doing... diba? not just patay-gutom-looking-guy hunting. hehehe
sana masolve ko na ang aking stress problems by doing this. i really need a time out from acads and all the other stress causing eklat in my life. wahahaha!
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[edit] after 1 day, masakit butt cheeks ko... sakit rin ng abs koooooo.... the price you have to pay to see hott guys.....hahahaha [/edit]
for now, hindi ko pa rin alam kung serioso nako. pero may nakikita akong potential. daming PG looking guys. may potential talaga... hahahaha! jowk lang... narealize ko lang kasi na pumapayat ako. dahil kasi sa stress ito. tumataas ang levels ng cortisol sa aking dugo. kailangang kontrahin ito. kailangan ko ng epinephrine sa aking katawan upang sumaya. eh ang balita ko, tumataas ang epinephrine levels when engaging in sports activities. and that's what i'm doing... diba? not just patay-gutom-looking-guy hunting. hehehe
sana masolve ko na ang aking stress problems by doing this. i really need a time out from acads and all the other stress causing eklat in my life. wahahaha!
~
[edit] after 1 day, masakit butt cheeks ko... sakit rin ng abs koooooo.... the price you have to pay to see hott guys.....hahahaha [/edit]
Saturday, September 01, 2007
gray
napulot ko sa friendster bulletin board... di ko alam kung sino nagsulat... medyo ano e... hmm... basta... --_--' nakarelate ako sa nakasulat...
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Pseudo-relationships.
Pseudo-boyfriends.
Pseudo-girlfriends.
Flings.
Almost like a relationship, but not quite.
It is a phase where the persons involved
are more than friends, but not quite lovers.
Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng
wala.
One or both of you may have admitted
your feelings, possible ding hindi.
You just let your gestures do the
talking for you.
Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari.
Hindi kayo mag-dyowa.
Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi
niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.
This kind of "relationship" can happen
at different stages for different reasons.
It can happen after a break-up.
You still love each other, and you want
to be with each other but you broke up
for a reason.
And for reasons that you alone know,
ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a
relationship, iyong pareho kayong
nakikiramdam.
Possible din na ayaw niyo munang
mag-seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna.
Testing lang. (tama ba un?!)
Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo
kasi isa sa inyo may ka-relasyon na.
Kaya habang hindi pa siya
nakikipag-break doon sa boy/girl (sabi
niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di
naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong
relasyon para nga naman hindi siya
nangangaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo."
This pseudo-relationship stage, for a
time, can be fun.
Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng
"KALARO."
Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may
patutunguhan kayo kase wala talagang
kasiguraduhan.
So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa
ganitong set up ganoong hindi naman
sigurado kung may patutunguhan?
Iba't ibang dahilan.
Puwedeng for fun lang.
Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa wala" or
puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom."
Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real
thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.
For those who are not in a serious
relationship, they would think that
pseudo-relationship is better than no
relationship at all.
It would be fun, if all you're after is
that "kilig" feeling.
But then I learned that although it was
only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions
were real.
And usually, in this kind of set up,
merong malulugi..
"ung nainlove sa taong taken na.."
Una, you can't ask him/her to commit.
Since it's not really a relationship,
you can't demand commitment from your
partner.
Ano ba kayo?
You will always be uncertain about your
role in his/her life.
You can't expect him/her to be always
there with you.
And if you feel jealous of the other
boys/girls, you just have to keep it to
yourself.
Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in
love with him/her?
You can't be sure if he/she feels the
same w ay.
Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka
rin niya.
Even if you are dying to tell him/her
you love him/her, you can't.
Because you're not sure if he/she will
like it.
Baka mapahiya ka lang.
This stage will always make you wonder
where you are in the relationship.
Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached
too much?
What if you have invested all your
emotions and this man/woman hasn't?
What if you remain faithful to him/her,
not entertaining other guys/gals, only
to find out that he/she is seeing other
girls/boys?
Isa pang downside ng
pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting.
When a disagreement sets in, or when one
of you gets cold, then that would be the
end of it.
Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi
mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang
pseudo-relationship.
Wala kang pinanghahawakan.
Kasi sa pseudo- relationship,
there is no "us."
Meron lang "you and me."
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Pseudo-relationships.
Pseudo-boyfriends.
Pseudo-girlfriends.
Flings.
Almost like a relationship, but not quite.
It is a phase where the persons involved
are more than friends, but not quite lovers.
Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng
wala.
One or both of you may have admitted
your feelings, possible ding hindi.
You just let your gestures do the
talking for you.
Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari.
Hindi kayo mag-dyowa.
Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi
niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.
This kind of "relationship" can happen
at different stages for different reasons.
It can happen after a break-up.
You still love each other, and you want
to be with each other but you broke up
for a reason.
And for reasons that you alone know,
ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a
relationship, iyong pareho kayong
nakikiramdam.
Possible din na ayaw niyo munang
mag-seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna.
Testing lang. (tama ba un?!)
Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo
kasi isa sa inyo may ka-relasyon na.
Kaya habang hindi pa siya
nakikipag-break doon sa boy/girl (sabi
niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di
naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong
relasyon para nga naman hindi siya
nangangaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo."
This pseudo-relationship stage, for a
time, can be fun.
Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng
"KALARO."
Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may
patutunguhan kayo kase wala talagang
kasiguraduhan.
So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa
ganitong set up ganoong hindi naman
sigurado kung may patutunguhan?
Iba't ibang dahilan.
Puwedeng for fun lang.
Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa wala" or
puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom."
Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real
thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.
For those who are not in a serious
relationship, they would think that
pseudo-relationship is better than no
relationship at all.
It would be fun, if all you're after is
that "kilig" feeling.
But then I learned that although it was
only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions
were real.
And usually, in this kind of set up,
merong malulugi..
"ung nainlove sa taong taken na.."
Una, you can't ask him/her to commit.
Since it's not really a relationship,
you can't demand commitment from your
partner.
Ano ba kayo?
You will always be uncertain about your
role in his/her life.
You can't expect him/her to be always
there with you.
And if you feel jealous of the other
boys/girls, you just have to keep it to
yourself.
Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in
love with him/her?
You can't be sure if he/she feels the
same w ay.
Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka
rin niya.
Even if you are dying to tell him/her
you love him/her, you can't.
Because you're not sure if he/she will
like it.
Baka mapahiya ka lang.
This stage will always make you wonder
where you are in the relationship.
Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached
too much?
What if you have invested all your
emotions and this man/woman hasn't?
What if you remain faithful to him/her,
not entertaining other guys/gals, only
to find out that he/she is seeing other
girls/boys?
Isa pang downside ng
pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting.
When a disagreement sets in, or when one
of you gets cold, then that would be the
end of it.
Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi
mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang
pseudo-relationship.
Wala kang pinanghahawakan.
Kasi sa pseudo- relationship,
there is no "us."
Meron lang "you and me."
Friday, August 31, 2007
eyebags
kapag past midnight na, either wala nakong sense kausap or kung may sense man, mahirap makasabay kasi kakaiba na ang daloy ng aking pag-iisip. baka dahil lang lunar eclipse the other night. baka rin dahil ikaw ang kausap ko.
hapdi ng mata ko. laki ng eyebags ku
tinatamad akong matuloy. wala nakong gana... lagi na lang walang gana. nareach ko na ata ang aking saturation point. ano kaya ang karir na pwede ko nang bitawan?
i'm such a quitter... >_<
~
may problema pa ba? may tension pa ba? baka kasi ayoko lang pansinin. wala nanaman ata eh. wala na diba? diba? ayoko na kasi... nakakapagod... sakin kasi ok lang ibaon sa limot basta masaya at wala talagang sama ng loob... sunodsunod exam ko next week... sana buhay pako by the middle of september... hahahaha...
~
di ba ako papasa bilang tibo? nagkakagusto naman ako sa babae eh... well... hindi naman talaga pero sige na! tibo na lang ako... ayoko nang maging bakla...
hapdi ng mata ko. laki ng eyebags ku
tinatamad akong matuloy. wala nakong gana... lagi na lang walang gana. nareach ko na ata ang aking saturation point. ano kaya ang karir na pwede ko nang bitawan?
i'm such a quitter... >_<
~
may problema pa ba? may tension pa ba? baka kasi ayoko lang pansinin. wala nanaman ata eh. wala na diba? diba? ayoko na kasi... nakakapagod... sakin kasi ok lang ibaon sa limot basta masaya at wala talagang sama ng loob... sunodsunod exam ko next week... sana buhay pako by the middle of september... hahahaha...
~
di ba ako papasa bilang tibo? nagkakagusto naman ako sa babae eh... well... hindi naman talaga pero sige na! tibo na lang ako... ayoko nang maging bakla...
Thursday, August 30, 2007
change
blahblahblah... ang daldal ko... maybe i should stop talking for a while...
wala namang difference... >_<
still feels the same...i don layk. me want past. me don layk present. me need energy. me need to be more happy. will drink enervon later.
~
pumayat daw ako... hay... either dahil sobrang tagal since last niya akong nakita or payat itsura ko sa damit ko.
ayoko lang talaga ng mga biglaang gagawin. gusto ko kasi handang handa na. kanina kasi hindi handa. di tuloy ako kumportable. nung nakita kita, di ko pa rin alam gagawin. buti na lang mukha ka pa ring tao. buti na lang may iba kang kasama. buti na lang masaya tayo. hindi kasi ako kumportable kung kulang sa practice... dapat siguro lagi tayo magkita para di nako kailangang mag mukhang ewan sa harap mo.
wala namang difference... >_<
still feels the same...i don layk. me want past. me don layk present. me need energy. me need to be more happy. will drink enervon later.
~
pumayat daw ako... hay... either dahil sobrang tagal since last niya akong nakita or payat itsura ko sa damit ko.
ayoko lang talaga ng mga biglaang gagawin. gusto ko kasi handang handa na. kanina kasi hindi handa. di tuloy ako kumportable. nung nakita kita, di ko pa rin alam gagawin. buti na lang mukha ka pa ring tao. buti na lang may iba kang kasama. buti na lang masaya tayo. hindi kasi ako kumportable kung kulang sa practice... dapat siguro lagi tayo magkita para di nako kailangang mag mukhang ewan sa harap mo.
Monday, August 27, 2007
mapait
alam ko naman ang ibigsabihin ng pangalan ko... pero ang internet hindi pa rin ata naiintindihan ang ibigsabihin ng kalayaan :p
(got this from anna... thanks ms robles! ^_^)
You entered: Maria Laya Canals
waw... at least female ang aking pangalan... ^_^ bold words are true... i'm not sure about the dream part... since elementary nagbebenta nako ng kung anuanong kaeklatan sa buhay. elem and high school nagbebenta ako ng keychains. nalugi ako dun hahahaha! pero dumami ang friends ko... ngayon, autoload at earrings... lugi pa rin ata eh... hahahaha! so pano yan?
general naman ang mga characteristics so hindi mahirap tumugma sa sariling personality. masaya lang hehehe...
weird lang na bitter daw ang definition ng name ko. di ko gets. di naman ako bitter diba?? diba???
(got this from anna... thanks ms robles! ^_^)
You entered: Maria Laya Canals
There are 15 letters in your name.
Those 15 letters total to 50
There are 7 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.
What your first name means:Swedish Female Bitter. Spanish Female Bitter. Shakespearean Female 'Love's Labours Lost' A lady attending on the Princess of France. 'Twelfth Night', also called 'What You Will' Olivia's waiting woman. Norse Female Name not originally Norse but it appears in several sagas and is the name of King Harald Sigurdsson's daughter. Latin Female Commonly-used variant of Mary: Wished-for child; rebellion; bitter. Popular with both Spanish and non-Spanish cultures. Italian Female Bitter. Hebrew Female Variant of Mary: Wished-for child; rebellion; bitter. German Female Bitter. French Female Bitter.
Your number is: 5
The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.
The expression or destiny for #5:
The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.
If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.
Your Soul Urge number is: 6
A Soul Urge number of 6 means:
With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.
The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.
If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.
Your Inner Dream number is: 8
An Inner Dream number of 8 means:
You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur.
waw... at least female ang aking pangalan... ^_^ bold words are true... i'm not sure about the dream part... since elementary nagbebenta nako ng kung anuanong kaeklatan sa buhay. elem and high school nagbebenta ako ng keychains. nalugi ako dun hahahaha! pero dumami ang friends ko... ngayon, autoload at earrings... lugi pa rin ata eh... hahahaha! so pano yan?
general naman ang mga characteristics so hindi mahirap tumugma sa sariling personality. masaya lang hehehe...
weird lang na bitter daw ang definition ng name ko. di ko gets. di naman ako bitter diba?? diba???
Sunday, August 26, 2007
tickets
kulang ako ng tickets!!! grabe... di ko akalaing gusto talaga nila manood... waaa... 6 (family) + 3 + 3 + 3... great!!!
=(
please... sinong may extra tickets diyan??? please... 7 lang binigay sa akin eh...
=(
please... sinong may extra tickets diyan??? please... 7 lang binigay sa akin eh...
Friday, August 24, 2007
nakakapanibago
-hindi siya online... hmm...
-inaantok na ako
-walang ipis
-di pako nagsisimulang mag-aral eh dalawa exam ko sa sat
-puyat ako buong linggo
-di ko nabigyan ng regalo ang aking kaibigang may bday last week
-kakaiba ang aura ng mga bagay
-hindi pa rin bumabalik ang aking drive/motivation
-pagod pa rin ako
-sawa nakong maging mapagpasensya
-nagtxt yung bata after 10 years
-may dead pussy cat sa road... aww...
-parang hindi mahirap makahanap ng rason para magalit
-heirarchy plays a big role in life
-insecure ako as a person. hindi pala halata. haha
-mapride ako, hindi ata alam ng mga tao to
-hindi na ako nakakakanta
-gusto kong mag-gitara
-nangangawit nako... pwede ko na ba bitawan?
-parang wala na atang nakikinig, formality na lang ang mga trial sa court
-first time kong magfootball (soccer) kahapon in 6 years
-masakit abs ko... magkaka abs na ba ako?
-gusto ko magkaroon ng boylet para may makukuwento na ako sa iba
-wala pa rin akong nararmdamang urgency... tamad kasi ako
-inaantok na ako
-walang ipis
-di pako nagsisimulang mag-aral eh dalawa exam ko sa sat
-puyat ako buong linggo
-di ko nabigyan ng regalo ang aking kaibigang may bday last week
-kakaiba ang aura ng mga bagay
-hindi pa rin bumabalik ang aking drive/motivation
-pagod pa rin ako
-sawa nakong maging mapagpasensya
-nagtxt yung bata after 10 years
-may dead pussy cat sa road... aww...
-parang hindi mahirap makahanap ng rason para magalit
-heirarchy plays a big role in life
-insecure ako as a person. hindi pala halata. haha
-mapride ako, hindi ata alam ng mga tao to
-hindi na ako nakakakanta
-gusto kong mag-gitara
-nangangawit nako... pwede ko na ba bitawan?
-parang wala na atang nakikinig, formality na lang ang mga trial sa court
-first time kong magfootball (soccer) kahapon in 6 years
-masakit abs ko... magkaka abs na ba ako?
-gusto ko magkaroon ng boylet para may makukuwento na ako sa iba
-wala pa rin akong nararmdamang urgency... tamad kasi ako
Thursday, August 23, 2007
ipis
since it's past midnight. and at these times para lang akong lasing at halos walang inhibition sa mga sinasabi, para lang akong noon time show. parental guidance is advised.
****drum roll...****
naaalala ko pa ang mga panahong dinapuan rin ako ng flying ipis habang nagcacram ng paper. high school pa nun. wala pang broadband. titili ako at walang makakarinig. ang lungkot.
salamat sa broadband at hindi ko na kailangang tumili. kailangan lamang itype ang mga salitang "dinapuan ako ng ipis" at solb na ang aking pangangailangan na ilabas ang aking saloobin. o baka dahil bangag lang ako kaya hindi talaga ako makatili...
i hate flying ipis... sila ay mga malilibog na mga bagay na lumilipad. bakit kailangan pang ipaalam nila sa akin na malibog sila? dapat nanatili na lang sila sa sahig at manahimik. o maghanap sila ng ibang bahay kung saan may taong matutuwang makitang naglalandi sila.
hay... mga ipis na malibog. this is probably in my top 20 worst mental images --_--' (next to fuckin siomai)
~
note to self... kapag ako'y maglandi, hindi ako lilipad sa buong baranggay at magsisisigaw na "nag-iinit ako! nag-iinit ako!" kasi baka isipin nila, ipis ako.
bow
****drum roll...****
naaalala ko pa ang mga panahong dinapuan rin ako ng flying ipis habang nagcacram ng paper. high school pa nun. wala pang broadband. titili ako at walang makakarinig. ang lungkot.
salamat sa broadband at hindi ko na kailangang tumili. kailangan lamang itype ang mga salitang "dinapuan ako ng ipis" at solb na ang aking pangangailangan na ilabas ang aking saloobin. o baka dahil bangag lang ako kaya hindi talaga ako makatili...
i hate flying ipis... sila ay mga malilibog na mga bagay na lumilipad. bakit kailangan pang ipaalam nila sa akin na malibog sila? dapat nanatili na lang sila sa sahig at manahimik. o maghanap sila ng ibang bahay kung saan may taong matutuwang makitang naglalandi sila.
hay... mga ipis na malibog. this is probably in my top 20 worst mental images --_--' (next to fuckin siomai)
~
note to self... kapag ako'y maglandi, hindi ako lilipad sa buong baranggay at magsisisigaw na "nag-iinit ako! nag-iinit ako!" kasi baka isipin nila, ipis ako.
bow
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
pole dancing
if it's buried, don't dig it up. delikado lang kung huhukayin mo dahil posibleng maging sanhi ito ng pag-kalat ng germs at kung anuano pang mga sakit. delikado, di lamang sa iyong kalusugan, kundi para sa kalusugan ng iyong kapuwa. pero may tinatawag tayong closure. minsan, gusto natin hukayin ang mga buto para makasigurong yung taong yun nga ang nakabaon. minsan gusto natin hukayin ang mga sikreto upang tayo rin ay matahimik na at masagot na ang mga tanong sa ating mga isipan.
siyempre kailangan mahaba ang intro kasi lagi naman mahaba ang mga intro ko. sayang lang ang space so imaximize. gusto ko rin kumonte ang mag-babasa nito. yung mga tao lang na talagang walang ginagawa o talagang curious sa sasabihin ko. tinatamad pa kasi akong sabihin ng diretso. ganto lang talaga ako, maraming paligoyligoy, minsan rin hindi ko pa sinasabi ng diretso ang gusto kong sabihin. sinubukan ko na kasi yun, hindi ko kaya. duwag kasi ako. ayokong itanong. natatakot ako sa sagot. natatakot akong may magbago. kaya gusto ko sanang hindi na hukayin ang nakaraan. iwan na lang ng ganito. masaya naman kasi eh. yun naman ang importante sakin... kasiyahan... kaya lang may tinatawag ngang closure. i'm not really a fan of closure. siguro, curious lang talaga ako. hahaha!
at dahil hindi ako yung tipo ng taong dinediretso ang gustong sabihin, bibitinin muna kita. tinatamad pako eh...
actually, i just needed to write anything... haha! kailangan mahaba para di na kailangan mabasa ung nasa baba... wahahaha! gusto ko lang idocument ang kantang to para naman tenenenen ang title niya diba... haha
the one you love
glenn frey
I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to
Who will understand what you're going through
When it comes to love, there's no easy answer
Only you can say what you're gonna do
I heard you on the phone, you took his number
Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon
Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'?
Isn't he the one who made you blue?
When you remember those nights in his arms
You know you gotta make up your mind
Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above
What you gonna say when he comes over?
There's no easy way to see this through
All the broken dreams, all the disappointment
Oh girl, what you gonna do?
Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair
But still you gotta make up your mind
Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above
siyempre kailangan mahaba ang intro kasi lagi naman mahaba ang mga intro ko. sayang lang ang space so imaximize. gusto ko rin kumonte ang mag-babasa nito. yung mga tao lang na talagang walang ginagawa o talagang curious sa sasabihin ko. tinatamad pa kasi akong sabihin ng diretso. ganto lang talaga ako, maraming paligoyligoy, minsan rin hindi ko pa sinasabi ng diretso ang gusto kong sabihin. sinubukan ko na kasi yun, hindi ko kaya. duwag kasi ako. ayokong itanong. natatakot ako sa sagot. natatakot akong may magbago. kaya gusto ko sanang hindi na hukayin ang nakaraan. iwan na lang ng ganito. masaya naman kasi eh. yun naman ang importante sakin... kasiyahan... kaya lang may tinatawag ngang closure. i'm not really a fan of closure. siguro, curious lang talaga ako. hahaha!
at dahil hindi ako yung tipo ng taong dinediretso ang gustong sabihin, bibitinin muna kita. tinatamad pako eh...
actually, i just needed to write anything... haha! kailangan mahaba para di na kailangan mabasa ung nasa baba... wahahaha! gusto ko lang idocument ang kantang to para naman tenenenen ang title niya diba... haha
the one you love
glenn frey
I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to
Who will understand what you're going through
When it comes to love, there's no easy answer
Only you can say what you're gonna do
I heard you on the phone, you took his number
Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon
Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'?
Isn't he the one who made you blue?
When you remember those nights in his arms
You know you gotta make up your mind
Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above
What you gonna say when he comes over?
There's no easy way to see this through
All the broken dreams, all the disappointment
Oh girl, what you gonna do?
Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair
But still you gotta make up your mind
Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Friday, August 17, 2007
KG aniv concert!
| Start: | Aug 29, '07 5:30p |
| Location: | engg theater ata |
kg@18: panawagan sa diwa ng pinagmulan, pagtugon sa hamon ng kasalukuyan
sa mga stalker ko, manood kayo ha... tapos pumalakpak kayo tuwing makikita ninyo ko ha! kailangan ko ng inyong moral support hahaha!
bakasyon
gusto kong mag LOA just because i've lost the will to move forward... parang may humahatak sa akin para umupo at magmeditate... ohhhhhmmmmm.... ohhhhhmmmm.... resistance.... ohhhhhmmmm.... inverse of ohhhhhmmmm... siemens....... conductivity...... siemens...... -_-'
i dunt wanna go to skul na.... ever..... nakakatamad...... lagi na lang walang pasok... nakalimutan ko na ang feeling ng nag-aaral... tsk......
wala nanaman pasok bukas!!! exam sa sat, exam sa sun, pakshet walang pasok sa monday...... waaaaaaaaaa......... nakakahilo...... ubos na load ko kakareply sa mga nagtatanong kung may klase bukas... hay...
i dunt wanna go to skul na.... ever..... nakakatamad...... lagi na lang walang pasok... nakalimutan ko na ang feeling ng nag-aaral... tsk......
wala nanaman pasok bukas!!! exam sa sat, exam sa sun, pakshet walang pasok sa monday...... waaaaaaaaaa......... nakakahilo...... ubos na load ko kakareply sa mga nagtatanong kung may klase bukas... hay...
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