finished with my finals... my sem is "officially" over... but who am i kidding here... damn... there's still my thesis that i haven't even started. there's my work at msi where i'm a student assistant. damn responsibilities... if i could only have at least one whole week of rest. total rest. no worries. no deadlines. no responsibilities. just me, my bed, and the television. i'm solved.
oh well... you can't have everything that you ask for... but then again, never ask for something that you might get. so wag na lang pala. i'd rather be busy and suicidal than totally bored and agitated.
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3 units na ang napapasa ko... yey... --_--' the rest are still uncertain. gawd... worst sem ever... seriously... bahala na sa results... pakshet... pakshet...the prospect of having just 3 units passed out of 16... only a few people are lucky enough to experience the fear that i feel and at the same time feel numb about it. sure, i'm swearing like i've never sworn before but if i really did fail all 13 units of this sem, it wouldn't be the end of the world. i'd get mad at myself for not putting enough effort but life goes on.
i should have shifted out when i was starting to have second thoughts... haha! wala nang magagawa... matatapos na eh. kung pagod na at di na kayang maglakad, gapangin na lang... tsk... pathetic ko talaga minsan... wahahahahahahaha!!!!
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