A Progressive View | Futility Closet

http://www.futilitycloset.com/2009/12/04/a-progressive-view/
"The Bible’s reference to the “four corners of the earth” need not mean that the world is flat.

It could be a tetrahedron."

how cute! a tetrahedron earth... the molecular geometry of methane :p

lost

naliligaw nanaman ako. yey!

sana mahanap ko na kung nasaan ako ngayon at kung saan ako patungo. nakakahilo ang paikot-ikot. nakakapagod maglakad para lang malamang wala na palang mapupuntahan. yey!

reboot

i'm currently in limbo... for many reasons. and i need to find my place... err... i need a sign to show me where my place is. (aka chem board exams, where my whole future will unfold) failing would just mean that i'd get my 2nd degree, passing would mean that i'm meant to be a chemist. for now, i'm still in limbo. lost.

i need a fresh start.

~

i was browsing through my friend's livejournal. hindi na rin masyadong active mga tao dun, pati sa multiply konti na lang mga tao. i don't like maintaining accounts for the sake of maintainance. so if i leave multiply, it would be like my friendster account. it's still there, but i'm not.

i don't want to open a facebook account. the temptation to play the games would be too much. i'm too obsessive to resist. so, no, i can't afford to start with facebook only to ruin my life.

you know i'm not a fan of maintaining and "keep in touch" in the real sense. i don't txt friends who i haven't seen in the longest time to catch up. it's much more special when it's a coincidence when we bump into each other at an event we're not even invited to. right?

i need those moments. i need to see a genuine smile that i haven't seen in a while without going through the planning. kulang nako sa social life.

with ara and rea at trinoma

less than 5 times pa lang ata ako nakakapuntang trinoma since nagstart ako sa work... thrice ako nagpuntang trinoma last week. at ito ang first ^_^

wow namiss ko ang social life. i miss talking to up chem people. iba pa rin talaga kung kausap mo yung kapareho mo ng academic background. i'm not really looking for intelligent conversations. yung nature lang talaga ng conversations na cross between chismax and chem ang hinahanap ko. haha!

march 3, tuesday. with rea and ara. wala si cherry kahit siya ang rason kung bakit weekday kami lumabas. di niya tuloy nakita si mar :P

defense sa arki

feb21 defense ni george. pasado!
feb28 defense ni jed. pasado!

congrats guys ^_^

end

goodbye clothing tech. i don't think i would be able to take CT in UP. there are other ways i can learn about sewing and fashion. there's school of fashion and the arts (sofa) and fashion institute of the philippines. not the same quality as UP education. and also more expensive. pero wala nakong magagawa. ganyan talaga ang tadhana. gusto niya talaga akong maging chemist kahit gusto ko nang kalimutan ng tuluyan ang phychem at inorganic chem. hay...


goodbye Naturale Labs, Inc. being a sales admin assistant was ok but it just isn't me. i took the job to have a vacation from chem (cool off kami ni chem) while making money (not much). but it wasn't what i was expecting. far from the vacation i wanted. my boss finally signed my resignation letter today. yey!

can't wait til i see the lab at san mateo. handa na akong maging robot ng quality assurance. haha!

news

nawala lang ako ng isa't kalahating linggo dami ko nang nabalitaan. nanakawan si willie ng jewelry... tsk... sad news... plus this one... hay...

joelle dominique vallera used to be my classmate...

http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/topstories/topstories/view/20081029-169115/DTI-execs-daughters-die-in-road-mishap

...

di ko alam paano magrereact

black board

tapos na ang board exam ng chem. hindi ako pumasa... siyempre kasi hindi ako nag-exam... bwahahaha!!!
congrats sa mga pumasa! ^_^ i'm so proud of you. you really deserve it!
sa mga hindi pumasa, ok lang yan. it's just a piece of paper you can take again next year. don't worry about it. diba nga it's not the number of times we fall, but the number of times we stand up after each fall. ayun, drama. haha

~

ayoko na muna magsulat tungkol sa plano ko sa buhay. baka hindi matuloy eh... surprise ko na lang kayo. wag kang mag-alala, buhay ko to. marunong naman ako mag-gitara. may amp ako at madaling humiram ng shades. kung wala nakong pera pupuwesto lang ako sa overpass sa philcoa :p

5 years

i'm trying to gather my thoughts regarding my long term goals, which is totally new to me. i hate planning in a long term scale.

i always plan my days to the very minute details. i have a calendar where i keep track of my appointments. though i love surprises, it stresses me out when surprises ruin my schedule. i would almost instantly die if i lose my calendar. yung mga utang, hindi ko pwedeng mawala -_-'

i have plans for tomorrow, for next week, for the whole of september and a few dates-to-remember until december. beyond that, i'm lost.

the hardest questions for me during a job interview involve my strengths and weaknesses. next hardest question would be "how do you see yourself in 5 years?" my real answer would be, "i still don't know. whatever comes" but the answer they want to hear would of course be anything that would involve you working for their company at a higher than entry level. i try to tell the HR personnel the latter. but i can't lie. laging may pag-aalangan.

ask me about 50 years from now, then i'd say that i can see myself having a family with at least 2 kids, one boy, one girl, hopefully more. i can see myself having a comfortable life. 20 years from now, i would have established my own brand of clothing or at least open a small shop (randolf, hindi ko pa nakakalimutan yung deal natin) how i'd get there is still a blur.

i'm sleepy, but i needed to write this down. i need to remind myself that there are things in store for me, i just need to work hard and find the means to get there. i've been depressed lately (hindi obvious noh? di kasi ako nakakablog ng madalas) because the deadline for the application for the board exams has passed. it was the day i had a job interview scheduled. it was a do or die day. i could go to chem and beg for a copy of my thesis approval sheet and go straight to prc and file for the application, or, i could go to the interview. it was either a sign or a coincidence that there was a storm that day. classes were suspended, i was too lazy to get up and attend my interview. the day ended. i will not be a chemist. gawd... that's almost a hundred formal reports down the drain. saan ko na gagamitin yung lab gown ko? sayang naman... hay... pero wala naman yun sa plano ko in the first place, so bakit ako depressed? kasi nakakalungkot pa rin. tanggapin niyo na lang na nakakalungkot. i barely prepared for it, honestly. i just spent my summer's weekends at the review center. spent money for travel and food and luho. it was still somewhat a waste.

kapag may magtatanong sa akin kung may trabaho na ako, sasabihin ko "nagrereview ako para sa board exams" which is true. a lot of people are expecting me to take the exam on september. hahanapin nila ang pangalan ko sa listahan na lalabas a few months after the exam. hindi nila makikita pangalan ko... iisipin nila na bobo ako at hindi ako pumasa. maaawa sila sa akin kaya hindi nila itatanong sa akin. hindi ko naman inanounce na di nako mageexam eh, so paano nila malalaman? anyway, bahala na sila. hindi ko naman talaga gustong maging chemist. natutuwa lang akong pag-aralan ang chem. ang saya mag-experiment. ang sarap mag-trouble shoot ng lab equiptment. ang sarap suminghot ng toluene at ethyl acetate sa lab. there's a certain high whenever i'm at the laboratory studying. pero eventually nawawala rin yung high. it lasts for a few hours then marereplace ng fatigue. i just can't imagine myself being in that kind of work environment. ang defensive masyado... hahaha. basta, ayoko na ng chem. hindi na ako magboboard exam this year. baka next year na lang. bahala na.

it took me 5 years to finish a bachelor's degree in chemistry. one day to decide my future... grabe, it took me a while before i could process this fact... shit... di nako magiging chemist... bahala na...

kolehio

i promised to post this list after i pass my thesis. nakalimutan ko. ngayon ko lang naalaa... nyahahaha! college life is funnnnnnnn

[ ] Worried about getting bullied by fratmen or getting killed in a riot.
[ ] Got bullied by fratmen or was killed in a riot. *buhay pa naman ako*
[x] Witnessed a riot. *once sa los banos. as in 5 guys were hitting a guy with steel pipes. madugo... literal... nakakatrauma*
[x] Watched the Oblation Run. *twice*
[x] Made friends with a teacher.
[ ] Was tricked as a freshman into attending a rally / prayer meeting.
[x] Wore red or black on one of those wear red or wear black days.
[ ] Wore red on Valentine’s Day.
[ ]Wore black on Valentine's Day.
[x] Celebrated a birthday at Mang Jimmy's.
[x] Learned UP Naming Mahal. *pati sa kulintang*
[x] Was an RA (registration assistant) or SA. *sa cwts sa msi haha*
[ ] Lied or begged to an RA for a slot in class. *di ko kailangan. i always get everything sa crs nyahaha*
[ ] Participated in a there's-only-one-more-slot-are you-feeling-lucky? *di kailangan*
[x] Jogged around the campus. *mula freedom part papuntang forestry? i miss those days... sa diliman naman yung sprint sa heartbreak. sarap*
[x] Visited the Vargas Museum.
[x] Knew at least one xerox lady, manong, or technician by name. *friendly naman sila e*
[x] Attended university level graduation.
[x] Got an activist for a teacher.
[ ] Watched a La Salle vs. Ateneo UAAP game.
[x] Watched a UP vs. any school basketball game. *sinamahan ko lang si pio*
[x] Studied in CASAA.
[ ] Studied in McDonald's or Jollibee Philcoa for one full night and bought just one  regular-sized drink.
[ ] Studied along Katipunan.
[ ] Studied along Katipunan and affected the mannerisms of a stereotypical Atenean.
[x] Watch a play that's not required for Comm III
[x] Went stargazing.
[x] Ate in Chocolate Kiss, Tea Room (in CHE) or Chateau Verde. *bakit wala ang Oz cafe sa listahan?*
[ ] Struck up a conversation with a taong grasa.
[ ] Wrote to/for the Collegian.
[ ] Seriously pondered about the identity/ies of the people described in Eksenang Peyups. *minsan obvious eh*
[x] Went to the chapel. *napilitan? nyaha*
[x] Got a pebble stuck in your shoe/slippers while walking in Sunken Garden. *yung buto ng acacia dumidikit sa tsinelas ko. yuck*
[ ] Cut class with your block to watch a movie.
[ ] Had a Voltes V for a teacher.
[ ] Took a class under Joseph Palis.
[ ] Lied to the transcript lady to get a transcript earlier than the standard 3 months. *di ko pa nakukuha TOR ko! nakalimutan ko nanaman haha*
[x] Went to a Freshman-only concert.
[ ] Subsisted on just streetfood (fishballs, half footlongs, kwekwek, squidballs/rolls, mais, dirty ice cream) for a day.
[x] Learned how to smoke. *may instructions kasi online. but i don't smoke*
[x] Went on an out-of-town trip with blockmates or orgmates.
[x] Fell in love. *yak cheezzzzzzzzzy... honest lang ^_^*
[x] Actually read the book you keep borrowing from the lib.
[ ] Played cards during your free time.
[x] Dressed in business attire. *kapag kailangan or kapag malakas ang trip haha*
[ ] Sumabit sa jeep.
[ ] Got sung to or sung to someone in class during Valentine's day.
[x] Watched the Lantern Parade. *lots of times nung bata pako. nagparticipate ako thrice na*
[x] Helped out a total stranger.
[ ] Helped out a total stranger because he/she was hot. *hot guys are too proud to ask for help*
[ ] Learned to stay awake for more than 24 or 48 hours straight. *kailangan ko ng at least 2 hours of sleep*
[ ] Got bullied by fratmen and feeling cool wannabe people who were actually losers.
[x]Took Wednesday and/or Sat classes WILLINGLY.
[x] Volunteered for the pahinungod. *hahaha!*
[ ] Ate "tasteless white sauce" pasta from cock-a-noodle-doo.
[x] Got a boyfriend/girlfriend. *honest lang nyahaha*
[x] Took time to read the vandalism in the CR. *ang saya kasi nila haha*
[ ] Watched a sexy art film for any GE class. *aww... madaya di ko naexperience to*
[ ] Got held up or pickpocketed.
[ ] Felt depressed because you were not as good academically as you were in high school. *as if*
[x] Did a last minute paper.
[ ] Had spent a lot for 1x1 ID pictures.
[x] Got exempted from final exams.
[ ] Got exempted from a final exam but still took it.
[ ] Attended a varsity pep rally.
[x] Watched LIVE AIDS, Androgyny, Maskipaps or any well-known variety show.
[ ] Promised to quit smoking
[ ] Got into at least one (org- or council-sponsored) adventure race.
[x] Knew where the best restrooms are on campus.
[x] Joined an org. *kontra-gapi, laya football club, laging pahinungod nung buhay pa yung org*
[x] Allowed yourself to make mistakes. *nyahahaha*
[ ] Went to the gym in spite of having no PE class just to ogle varsity players/cute boys.
[x] Took summer classes.
[x] Admired the Oblation.
[x] Made a video for a project.
[x] Had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] Had a teacher who had a crush on/tried to court you.
[ ] Attended your ROTC Bivouac.
[ ] Faked sickness to get an absence excused.
[ ] Got your car scratched by one of those "Kuya bantayan ko kotse niyo" kids.
[ ] Took a PE class where you had to pay for tuition (i.e. sportsclimbing, ten pin bowling, scuba diving, etc).
[x] Went to school in your crappiest yet most comfy clothes. *always comfort over fashion*
[ ] Learned how to use the Bayantel pay phones.
[x] Participated in school activities.
[ ] Caught the UP Pep Tryouts.
[x] Dated someone from UP.
[x] Rode an IKOT and TOKI.
[x] Found a tambayan.
[ ] Went drinking at Sarah's. *nakagraduate akong di nakakaapak sa sarah's waw... tomato kick lang ako sumasama*
[ ] Learned how to beg for a higher grade.
[ ] Used your 6 allowable absences wisely.
[x] Lived in a dorm. *sa new dorm sa uplb*
[ ] Volunteered to be beadle or go-to guy for your group / class.
[ ] Had the worst schedule. *i always love my sched*
[ ] Realized that there really is just one coconut tree on the sunken garden. *wala na... putol na siya... ahuhuhu*
[x] Not used up all 6 allowable absences.
[x] Ate in ISSI, Treehouse, Mama Thai's and other more obscure cafeterias.
[x] Ate food Aristocart-style.
[x] Is active in your org.
[x] Attended an ACLE.
[ ] Got as many app forms as you can during the job fair.
[x] Learned how to cram.
[x] Sold tickets for (or watch) an org-sponsored movie premiere.
[ ] Saved money to Xerox all of your seatmate's notes.
[x] Had accidentally seen a make-out session. *grabe, 30mins di gumagalaw. gusto ko na lapitan to see if they're still breathing... the session lasted for 1hour 45mins*
[x] Slept in class.
[ ] Finished a homework/assignment/paper in the Shopping center or Philcoa. *batang DLRC ako*
[x] Had mountains of "unused" sample exams and/or old testaments.
[x] Resolved to be "better this semester". *wish ko lang*
[x] Slept during a test. *puyat sa kakaaral kunwari haha*
[x] Had groupmates from hell.
[x] Learned how to work with groupmates from hell. *kailangan*
[ ] Perfected the art of parking on campus.
[ ] Had a bad encounter with one of the guards on campus.
[ ] Developed a love for sisig.
[x] Practiced those UP cheers in the first meeting for PE class.
[x] Looked at microfilms in the library or poked through archives.
[x] Reserved a classroom, AVR, etc. for a class or org function.
[x] Attended the UP Fair.
[x] Went to a library other than your own college's to research. *and to sleep or magpa-aircon with friends. ganda ng lib sa econ!*
[x] Lost a perfectly functioning umbrella. *bagong bili pa.. hay*
[x] Used consultation hours properly.
[ ] Went to the Guidance Office for real, heart-to-heart guidance.
[x] Went to the infirmary.
[ ] Attended class with a hangover.
[x] Drink beer or alcohol while inside UP grounds.
[x] Walked all the way to Philcoa or Katipunan from UP. *masaya eh. hehe*
[ ] Buy frogs from NSRI or a Bio department.
[x] Maxed out on the 6 allowed unexcused absences but DID NOT drop. *singko tuloy waaaa*
[ ] Got invited or pursued by a sorority or fraternity.
[x] Wore slippers to school. *diba normal to? sa lab lang ako nakasapatos eh*
[ ] Had a professor who smoked in class.
[ ] Got diagnosed by the Infirmary as pregnant or infected with STD *as if nyahahaha*

i miss college life... hehe...

pisay!

philippine science bus patuloy mong isinasakay
kaming yong mga anak...

shooting for da pisay code. i soooooo miss wearing our see-through blouse :"> hahaha

napagkamalan nga akong estudyante eh... haha! mukha pa rin talaga akong highschool...

saw my former teachers, friends who are now teachers, mga tindero at tindera sa caf *kilala pa nila ako haha!* at ang dami-dami kong nakitang little boys!!! mukhang mga grade4!!! waaaaa!!! literally little... hahaha

i miss pisay...

sayang naubusan ng bat ang cam ko haha

graduation

finally... after 5 years of college hahaha ^_^

payat

*this entry may have content that is not suitable for minors. parental guidance is recommended*

narealize ko lang... tatlong araw nakong hindi nagkakaroon ng matinong bowel movement. nakakalimutan na kasing kumain. tuloy tuloy kasi sa pag-gawa, nakakaligtaan nang mapansin ang kumakalam na tiyan.

ang galing! kapag hindi ka pala kumakain, hindi ka rin majejebs XD waw! what an amazing realization!

hindi pa wakas... windang na agad ako sa board exams... nakakahilo ang review sessions namin!!! 4 hours of lecture... hahaha! nakakahilo...

siguro naman papasa na ako sa boards noh? sayang naman ang inaral sa college kung di ka rin pala papayagang tumuloy sa pagtatrabaho hahahaha!

cramps

Dysmenorrhea means painful menstruation and is classified as primary (from the onset of menstruation) or secondary (due to some physical cause and usually of later onset). The uterus is a muscle. Like all muscles, it contracts and relaxes. Most uterine contractions are never noticed, but strong ones are painful. During strong contractions, the uterus may contract too strongly or too frequently, causing the blood supply to the uterus to be temporarily cut off. This deprives the muscle of oxygen, causing pain. In addition to painful uterine cramping with menses, women with dysmenorrhea may experience nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, headaches, weakness, and/or fainting. Symptoms may vary in severity from cycle to cycle, but generally continue throughout the reproductive years. Dysmenorrhea can be an incapacitating problem, causing significant disruption in a woman's life each month.

source: http://www.mckinley.uiuc.edu/Handouts/menstrual_cramps.html

funny... di pala talaga ako immune... bihira ako magkamestrual cramps eh. wrong timing talaga >_<

dalawang exam at isang bound thesis na lang... T_T

bawal magsuicide. mag clusivol everyday

required field

hahahaha! i'm in limbo... ^^ di ko alam kung anong mangyayari sa akin hahahahahaha!

~

everybody feels sad every once in a while. parang natural panlinis yan ng sistema eh. gives you the opportunity to reflect about your life, to look back and look ahead. then you'll be reminded of the reasons why you're where you are and where you're going ^^

emo

you know the feeling when you're about to step into a pool, but you stop for a while, stare at it, and think how cold the water must be. you'll start to imagine the time it would take for you to freeze over once you've stepped into the pool... instant death... wow... but it's all in your head. the reality is, you haven't even tried to feel if the water really is ice cold. for all we know, it might even be hot. and so what if it's cold. everyone dies... you have to face death. you have to die eventually... right?

~

i'm passionate. i'm responsible. i'm a risk taker. and if you ask some people, they'd even say that i'm a good leader. pero bakit hindi ko mapakita ang strengths ko pagdating sa acads? it's not supposed to be the only thing that matters in school, but it should matter... kahit konti... minsan, feeling ko, sinasadya ko nang hindi matapos kasi ayokong matapos. pero kailangan lang talaga matapos kahit di pa ako handa... kahit hindi pa ako kumpleto... mamamatay naman ang lahat ng tao... harapin na lang... parang si rizal. hinarap ang kamatayan niya. ayus, so parang bayani na ako kung ganun?

shet...

ang malas ko kasi... nakakainis... bakit kailangan tamad ang groupmates ko...

soundtrip

if only my life was as simple as these lyrics... haha

all i want is you
barry louis polisar

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, let the cold winds blow

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.

All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

~

1. Song that would remind you of a special friend?
- built to last - melee
- hands down - dashboard confessionals

2. Song you usually sing when your in the bathroom?
- i don't sing in the bathroom :p

3. Song that you offer for your special someone right now?
- hands down pa rin hahahaha! my gawd... tsaka pwede na rin i miss you by box car racers

4. Song that you want your someone to sing to you?
- tone deaf kasi eh... haha joke lang! anyone else but you - moldy peaches ^_^

5. Song you used to sing when you were in grade-school?
- what's up - sino nga ba kumanta nun... basta yung parang high yung kumakanta... what's going on... haha

6. Song you and your mom/dad love to sing?
- hotel california haha and beatles songs... tsaka songs ni carly simon pati marami pang iba hahaha

7. Song that's playing on your mind now?
- anyone else but you ^_^ moldy peaches

8. Song that would make you cry?
- angels and devils - dishwalla... or baka baligtad... pinapakinggan ko pag naiiyak ako... hahaha

9. Current song you downloaded?
- soundtrack ng juno

10. Song on your friendster profile?
- wala ata e

11. Song that would make you groove?
- hmm... i don't groove... pero sige, siguro songs ng urbandub sa mga lumang albums

12. Song most played on your IPOD/MP4?
-

13. Ringtone of your Cellphone?
- always silent e :p pero alarm ko yung endless, a silent whisper ng urbandub

14. Song that you hate the most?
- yung mga kanta ni willy sa wowowee... ang labo. tone deaf siya tas he has an album! tama ba naman yun... he can't even sing live...

15. Favorite song when you were in highschool?
- nung simula, mga kanta ni lea salonga. later, songs by dishwalla. naadik din ako sa bring me to life ng evanescence. waw. minahal ko yun bago pa sumikat. sinuka ko nung naging pop na siya hahahaha

16. Song you offered for your first love?
- sino ba first love ko? hahaha! yung kinantahan ko ng biglaan by 6cycle mind? :p he's long gone. may bago nakong mahal haha!

17. Song you always hear nowadays?
-

18. You and your bestfriend's themesong?
- sino ba bestfriend ko? wala ata kaming theme song... haha

19. Song you always sing in a videoke?
- iba iba e... :p basta babae ang kumanta

20. when you die, what song will be played on your funeral?
- ayoko pa mamatay hahahaha

~

minsan mas madaling tumambay na lang sa bahay at manood ng mtv buong araw... ayoko pang mamatay... sana hindi ako mamatay sa saturday... >_<

passion

"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be; The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want." - Meredith Grey

have i lost the passion? matagal na.... bwahahahahaha! kapit lang... onting tiis na lang... there's more to life than academics... something to look forward to in the next phase of my life...

transport strike

gusto ko nang umiyak... ahahahaha! buti na lang may binibining pilipinas world na nagpangiti sa akin... ahahahaha ^_^

congratulations kay 2008 binibining pilipinas world :D

paktet. gusto ko nang matapos sa thesis... >_< bwiset na ispeyzal pwajek ng inorganic hahahaha

alarm

it's been a while since i heard alarm clocks go off before i got to sleep. ayus... gigising na sila, matutulog pa lang ako... wahahaha! record breaking nga eh... 3 alarm clock sunod sunod XD

kailangan ko na gumraduate... eh paano kung di pa rin matuloy? hahahaha!

damn...

my personal life is getting in the way of my acad life... i should start getting used to sleeping early in the morning. too much stuff to do. too little time.

~

ETA: kaya alarm ang title niyan kasi naaalarma na ako. malapit na ang mga deadline.. malapit na ang katapusan... pinapag-apply nako ng trabaho eh hindi pako sure kung gagraduate na ako... haaaaaaayyyyyyy...