futuristic

let go of the past and move on to the future. yan ang advice ko sa sarili ko. at sisiguraduhin kong magagawa ko yan! kalimutan na ang nakaraan at magsimula ng malinis at walang bahid ng kapaitan. no grudges, no games, no non-sense. this is my last year as an undergrad. kahit ano pang mangyari, kahit di pa ako pumasa sa letseng removals na yun, huling sem ko na talaga ko. hindi ko na hahayaan ang sarili kong mawala sa landas na pinili kong tahakin. no more bullshit ^_^ yey! gusto ko nang gumraduate, seriously. i'm through procrastinating... or at least i want to stop the habit.

the first step to fixing a problem is to acknowledge the problem. so here's my problem: i'm a procrastinator. i put off everything til the last minute, i don't take things seriously and i'd take any opportunity just to delay finishing what i need to do. and i'm changing... i want to be a new person. i need to be a new person.

here are my plans: i will have a planner containing what i need to accomplish. pati pera ko imomonitor ko na rin para matrack ko kung madami nako masyadong gastusin. sisimulan ko nang kumilos ng parang responsableng tao na talaga ako. i need to prepare for the bigger things waiting for me when i finally leave my sanctuary... i really need to learn how to stand on my own two feet. gawd... i need to grow up...