emo

you know the feeling when you're about to step into a pool, but you stop for a while, stare at it, and think how cold the water must be. you'll start to imagine the time it would take for you to freeze over once you've stepped into the pool... instant death... wow... but it's all in your head. the reality is, you haven't even tried to feel if the water really is ice cold. for all we know, it might even be hot. and so what if it's cold. everyone dies... you have to face death. you have to die eventually... right?

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i'm passionate. i'm responsible. i'm a risk taker. and if you ask some people, they'd even say that i'm a good leader. pero bakit hindi ko mapakita ang strengths ko pagdating sa acads? it's not supposed to be the only thing that matters in school, but it should matter... kahit konti... minsan, feeling ko, sinasadya ko nang hindi matapos kasi ayokong matapos. pero kailangan lang talaga matapos kahit di pa ako handa... kahit hindi pa ako kumpleto... mamamatay naman ang lahat ng tao... harapin na lang... parang si rizal. hinarap ang kamatayan niya. ayus, so parang bayani na ako kung ganun?

shet...

ang malas ko kasi... nakakainis... bakit kailangan tamad ang groupmates ko...