wednesday

today is nice day wednesday. it's just a way to promote the good vibes. flash a smile, share a seat, help a friend, and all that perky happy stuff... so sige, gumising ako kaninang umaga aiming to help everyone i will be able to see today.

1. gumising ako ng maaga para tulungan yung isang studyanteng walang flash drive. she emailed her presentation to me tapos ilalagay ko sa flash drive ko at ipapahiram sa kaniya. 8am ang klase nila. kamusta naman, 7:45 nako nagising. err... tapos ang mas malungkot pa dun, hindi gumagana yung powerpoint niya. for some reason it won't open. so next week na lang siya magrereport. in short, hindi ko siya natulungan.


2. pinahiram ko yung chem book ko sa isang kaibigan ko kasi kailangan niya. nabigay ko naman at thankful siya. sobra. pero ang masama, kaya ko lang naman yun napahiram kasi nagdrop ako sa subject. grabe!!! it's always depressing to drop a subject. other than sayang sa pera at oras, it's like surrendering to your enemy. grabe. un lang, ang lungkot kahit natulungan ko siya.

3. before going home, dumaan akong jolibee. eh kasi malungkot nga ako kaya kailangan ko ng ice cream. but no, wala yung gusto kong flavor ng ice craze nila. sawa nako sa ice cream. so nag burger steak na lang ako. tapos siyempre plus P10 for the iced tea. di ko naubos yung iced tea kaya iniinom ko siya habang nagtitingin ako sa ukay. tapos may bigla akong naramdamang humahaplos sa aking braso. kinilabutan ako! yun yung tipong haplos na ang manyak ng dating. kadorks! kinilabutan ako! at pagtingin ko pa sa gilid, matandang mama ang nasa tabi ko. muntik nakong magfaint! sexual harassment! hay... kahit friends ko di ko pinapayagang ganunin ako. waaa... hiningi niya yung iced tea ko. binigay ko just because i lost the capability to think straight. grabe.... tutulong na nga lang ako sa tao eh yung mapipilitan pa... and i don't think i'm helping him. kasi nanghihingi siya at napipilitan lang ako. hay... oh well...

paguwi ko, natulog lang ako. nasayang ang wednesday ko... at least marami pa rin akong napasaya today ^_^ and there's always next wednesday, except that next wednesday i'd be cramming for my own undergrad seminar.. brr...

go wednesdays.... they're always soooo colorful

undergrad seminar

Start:	Mar 7, '07 1:00p
End:	Mar 7, '07 2:00p

Molecular Imaging Using Hyperpolarized Xenon... waaa... sana hindi ako magkalat...

Listen

by STONEFREE

close the door
i feel a breeze hold me please
i hate to be alone
it's a cold night,
turn off the light
come take my hand and...

listen,
to these things i have to say
please understand, he
left me all alone again...

clear the room of every memory
i don't want our song back on
it's an endless maze
take away this haze
mend my heart and...

listen,

to these things i have to say

please understand, he

left me all alone again...

turn away, don't want you to see me cry
i just want things the way they were
why is it so hard to say goodbye?
wipe my tears and...

listen,

to these things i have to say

please understand, he

left me all alone again...

so this i ask of you
please stay with me
until he comes back...

~

where do you draw the line between complements and bullshit?

barney!

i 
I hate you, you hate me
Let's get together and kill Barney
With tanks of water and acid he will drown
Barney escapes but he falls down

I hate you, you hate me
Let's get together and kill Barney
With a great big knife on his head
Barney's bloody cuz he's already dead

I hate you, you hate me
Let's get together and kill Barney
With his big dog leash around hit neck
He'll sure make you say 'what the heck'

I hate you, you hate me
Let's get together and kill Barney
When he's skiing lets make an avalanche
And then he'll get hit by a big tree branch

~

isang buong kanta pala ito... hahaha! nakakaaliw naman... so hindi lang pala si little boy ang nagsesend sa akin ng lyrics. ayoko na kay little boy! di nagbabayad ng utang...

~

i hate you! you hate me! let's team up and kill barney! with a shotgun bang bang! barney's on the floor! no more purple dinosaur

forensics

the philippines is a 3rd world country and since the people living in this place don't really give much importance to quality in a crime scene, we're bound to remain a 3rd world country...

hahaha! joke lang... hangga't hindi pa tuluyang namumulat ang mga mata ng mga mamamayan, mananatili tayong nangangapa sa dilim...

i taas ang budget sa edukasyon! wag hayaang maligaw ng landas ang ating bansa... hahaha!

tinatamad pa kasi akong gumawa ng reaction paper... next week pa due... ^_^

wala akong nakitang cute sa ateneo... kasi malayo yung building tapos yung mga nagpunta sa seminar mga taga UST na mga nerd. aww... oh well... hehehe

Tambulan sa Diliman

mula sa kontra-gapi at OICA... TAMBULAN SA DILIMAN!!! the 2nd drum festival of up diliman!!! FEB 26, 2007 Monday, 5:30pm at the Arts Hub (near up theater)

napansin ko lang kasi na magkakaiba ang mga nakasulat sa calendar... so lilinawin ko lang, monday yun. nood kayo if you have nothing better to do. dalin niyo na rin siyempre ang inyong mga tambol para makijam sa amin ^_^

kitakits!!!

nocturnal

lyrics nanaman... hay... bakit ang dali kong maapektuhan? naaadik nanaman ba ako? nasasanay lang siguro... hay... gano katagal nanaman kaya to? baka next week wala na... nakakainis, nagmahal pa kasi ang globe unli. di ko tuloy alam kung kailan ako papansinin... --_--;

give me a sign! tell me your plans! may buhay kasi ako di tulad mo na wala pang kamuwangmuwang sa mundo... hay... spongecola nanaman...

[nocturne]

Lay my head on the pillow
Watched the night go by
Watched the checkered pillowcases come alive
Silence croons me slowly
And i wonder how you are
Are you sleeping soundly?
You don't quite feel as far

Saw your name written on the ceiling
Not sure if i'm still dreaming of you
I've seen you in my sleep

From across the room the clock leers
As i try to sleep again
I would rather shorten the night
Than lengthen the day

In sleep we lose half ourselves

I would rather spend it dreaming of you

Saw your name written on the ceiling
Not sure if i'm still dreaming of you
I've seen you in my sleep

Saw your name written on the ceiling
Not sure if i'm still dreaming of you
I've seen you in my sleep

Saw your name written on the ceiling
Not sure if i'm still dreaming of you
I've seen you in my sleep

Saw your name written on the ceiling
Not sure if i'm still dreaming of you
I've seen you in my sleep

Saw your name written on the ceiling
Not sure if i'm still dreaming of you
I've seen you in my sleep

I've seen you in my sleep

I've seen you in my sleep

I've seen you in my sleep

The Promise

Rating:	★★
Category:	Movies
Genre:	Romance

"wag mo silang payagang magpakasal... mababasag ang puso ko... wag mo silang payagang magpakasal... mababasag ang puso ko..."

wahahaha!!! ok... so the movie's script sucked... really, it did. i can't imagine i spent P132 for that movie. and what do i get? a grade in anthro10. gawd...

anyway... tungkol naman sa sense of sight ang paper nmin so go lang kahit walang story. napansin ko lang na kahit dukha si macho papa richard, gwapo naman siya, sabi nga nung mga babaeng nagtitilian sa likod ng sinehan nung tinanggal na niya yung dark shades niya. fine, pwde na rin. eww kasi ang acting niya. puro kissing scene naman kasi so di ko gaanong nakikita ang feyz nya. pati yung kay angel, di ko nakikita kasi palaging naboblock nung feyz ni richard.

balik sa sense of sight, maganda lagi ang suot nila kahit mga dukha sila. like duh... naka peasant skirt lagi si angel. like heller? ang mahal kaya nun... ang dukha di nakakabili ng ganung kagagandang skirt. pati si richard, puro fit shirts ang suot. showing off his muscles... like eww... pati yung muscules niya, may dukha bang ganun? omg, pati yung kuya ni angel maskulado. ang linis pang mukha. naku, madaya sila. pati ang bahay, ang linis! kunwari lang madumi kasi laging madilim. at empty ang haws nila. like, saan sila natutulog?

lahat ng characters ay good looking. pramiz... omg, ang hawt ng mga papa, omg talaga. too bad di sila magaling umarte... di lang siguro good looking yung mga extra na hindi naman masyadong nasisilayan ng kamera. dude, ang linis pa ng mga damit nila. hardinero't magsasaka tapos di man lang madungis... except for those scenes na basta, hehehe... suntukan galore and kissing scene addicts... what do they not have?? well, a decent story line is one... hehehe...

it's a feast for the eyes but it doesn't help build up the story. the background was dull, or wrong. emptiness... aww... at least there's no bazura around anywhere... wow...

two stars... for the hawt bodies ^_^

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there are just some people that make me question my sexual orientation. sila yung mga tinatawag kong mga babaeng "nakakatibo" wahahaha!

number one on my list of course is aia de leon of imago. her face isn't really that gorgeous. i mean, if i'm given a picture of her, there might not even give the least amount of impact. but when she's up there on stage, gawd... i'm possessed... full of talent... full of energy... she's just so perfect. kahit buong araw ko siya panoorin... kahit pa nasa baba na siya ng stage, tinitingala ko pa rin siya. i'm your number one fan!!! aia!!! i labshu!!!

hehehe

siyempre kasali diyan yung vocalist ng moonstar88 noon... ang pretty niya!!! sobra! ang hinhin pa... yun talaga, nanigas ako at dirediretsong nagmelt nung napanood ko siya kumanta. ang gamit niya noon ay puting electric guitar. ang suot niya ay puting sleveless shirt at jeans. siyempre alam ko. hahaha

isali na rin natin si katrina halili. ahihihi... ang cute niya eh ^_^

latest discovery ko lang itong bago kong idol. yung vocalist ng session road ^_^ ang cute niya! ang lambing pa niya kumanta. ang lamig pakinggan ng boses niya. ok lang sakin mamatay basta naririnig ko ang boses niya. nakakahypnotize tuwing nagsustrum siya ng gitara niya... ang ganda pati ng kamay niya.... aww... ang saya pa niya magperform... hay, next year ko pa siya ulit makikita... oh well ^_^

ang saya talaga ng balemtayms dey ko. hehehe...

Blanko

Session Road

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walang laman ang isip ko

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bulag at para bang tuliro

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walang halong biro

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di alam kung saan magtatagpo

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bumabalik na naman sa iyo

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pangarap na sadyang totoo

Blanko…

pikit matang sumusunod

sa yakap mo nalulunod

at hindi makaramdam

mula nung ika’y nagpaalam

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sabik sa alaala mo

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di sinasadyang maging ganito

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nananaginip pang palayo

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limilipad sumasaiyo

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inaalay lahat ng ito

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patawad sa kahinaan ko

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at hindi makaramdam

mula nung ika’y nagpaalam

Blanko

reformat

nagtatalik na siomai!!! bakit may topak pa rin ang baby ko kahit narepormat na siya??? waaa!!! this is just not my week... T_T

hopefully, by next week, the stars will line up and shine their light on me... ^_^ first thing on monday, i'll flash my close-up smile. if it doesn't work, dala ko naman ang gitara ko, haharanahin ko ang tadhana... parang awa niyo na, mabait naman akong tao diba?

ksp

ksp mode! kagabi nagtxt nanaman ako ng mga tao tungkol sa mga utang nila. wala lang... kasi yun lang ang naiisip kong rason para magparamdam sa mga tao. hehe. that's me, ksp.

ewan... siguro dahil may kabaliwan nanaman akong ginawa kahapon. i announced to my friends that i'm still at the bitter stage and still not totally over. wala namang kaso, wala ring issue. mahirap lang talagang kalimutan ang isang tao at ang feelings kung hindi muna dadaan sa galit. that's me. that's how i cope with things. i get angry and find a replacement.

the cycle... find a crush, fall real hard, get hurt, get mad, find a replacement, fall real hard, get hurt, get mad, find a replacement... hahaha! funny... naiinis nako sa cycle na to... sana naman ito na ang last... hay... joke lang... ayoko kay little boy. natutuwa lang ako sa kaniya. pampasaya ko lang siya ng araw ^_^

1. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
= kahit sinong ifugu! ^_^

2. Who do you blame for your mood today?
= yung little boy

3. Have you ever seen a dead body?
= yes, kapag may lamay

4. What should we do w/ stupid people?
= teach them not to be stupid

5. How long do you think you will live?
= 60++? pwede rin hanggang 80++

6. What was the first thing you did this morning?
= hinanap celfone ko at nagtxt

7. The color of carpet in your bedroom
= la kaming carpet. mga damit lang na nakakalat sa sahig

8. nasaan si 8?

9. Last person you went out to dinner
with?
= alej and ej ^_^

10. Are you spoiled?
= medyo...

11. Do you drink lots of water?
= err... di ako mahilig sa tubig

12. What toothpaste do you use?
= colgate... yung original flavor. hehehe

13. How do you vent your anger?
= iiyakan ko mga kaibigan ko. o magmumura ako sa blog ko hahaha

14. The last compliment you received?
= i'm da bes daw... hahaha! ang kulit talaga nung little boy

15. What are you doing this weekend?
= err... acad mode supposedly

16. wala rin 16!

17. Is your best friend a virgin?
= hmm...

18. What theme does your room have?
= minimalist

19. When was the last time you were at a party?
= err... ewan... sem break?

20. Are you a mama's child or a daddy's child?
= nanay's peborit ate

21. Would you ever join the military?
= no

22. The last website you visited?
= multiply

23. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
= yung mga taong kasama kahapon nung nastuck si erap strada sa likod ng nismed

24. err... daming kulang ah

25. Last person you went to the movies with?
= hmm... ewan... tagal na!

26. What did you do/will you do for your birthday this year?
= mag-aaral -_-'

27. Number of layers on your bed?
= isa lang

28. Is there anything alive in your house?
= buhay ako... diba?

29. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
= go forward a week! let's skip valentines day! hahaha! pero sayang naman ang fair... pwedeng di na lang gumalaw?

30. Who are you looking forward to meet right now?
= gusto kong makita si little boy... wala lang... gusto ko lang siya makita para masaya ^_^ may hinihiram kasi siya sakin. hehehe

chika

girl: nanakawan kami kaninang madaling araw...
boy: talaga? bakit?
girl: kasi naisip ng magnanakaw na "uy! gusto kong magnakaw!" kaya umakyat siya ng puno ng bayabas, tumalon sa bubong, dumaan sa aming balcony, pumasok sa nakalimutang i-lock na pintuan papasok sa kuwarto ko, linampasan ang kama ko kung saan easy access ang bag ko at kung saan nakadapa ako't malalim ang pgkakatulog, kinuha ang bag ng kapatid ko, lumabas ng kuwarto at pumunta sa kuwarto ni lola, kinuha ang bag ni lola, umakyat ulit sa kuwarto namin, lumabas at umuwi na. ayan, masaya na ang magnanakaw.
boy: talaga? walang nanakaw sayo?
girl: wala... ang chaka kasi ng bag ko, parang basura lang... buti na lang... di ko nga feel na may magnanakaw. ang taray ko pa nga kanina dahil bagong gising. parang walang nangyari. nag-internet pa ako tapos natulog ulit bago magklase. nanaginip pa nga ako eh.
boy: tungkol saan naman yan panaginip mo?
girl: sikret!
boy: naku, tungkol sa lalaki yan noh? secret kasi eh...
girl: ang yabang mo! hay.. pero oo nga noh.. shet! ako lang babae sa panaginip ko! nandun pa nga yung dati kong ka-MU
boy: alam mo ibig sabihin niyan? kailangan mo na magkaboyfriend

~

ok, so malandi na ako... pero never pa akong magkaboyfriend. labo ba? ^_^

procrastination

my greatest enemy... bow... hahaha! ayoko pang gumawa ng seminar paper ko, kahit pa kahapon siya due... tinatamad akong pumasok, matutulog na lang ako... ayoko pang gumraduate...

hay...

procrastination... bad...

may virus ang baby ko T_T hay... di tuloy ako makapagtype dun ng maayos... shet... por dat it's scheduled for reformating in 2 weeks at the most... shet... life sucks...

ayan, may rason nako kung bakit di ko pa gagawin mga paper ko ^_^

~

malapit na bday ko! ^_^

let go

let go... ito ang dapat sinasabi sa akin... oo nga naman, kung para talaga sa akin, mananatili siya. pabayaang umalis kung gustong umalis....

>>>

Let it go
for  2007 ..
By
T. D. Jakes

There are people who can walk away from you.

And
hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk
away from
you:
let
them walk.
I don't want you to try to talk another person into
staying
with you,
loving
you, calling you, caring about you, coming to
see you, staying attached
to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you
let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody that
left.

The bible said that, they came out from us
that it might be
made manifest that they were not for
us. For had they been of us, no
doubt they would have
continued with
us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not
joined to you.
And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them
stay.

Let
them go.


And
it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it
just
means
that
their part in the story is over. And you've got
to know when
people's
part
in your story is over so that you don't keep
trying to raise the
dead.

You've got to know when it's dead.

You've got to know
when it's over. Let me tell you
something. I've got
the
gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I
believe
in
good-bye.
It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm
faithful, and I
know
whatever
God means for me to have He'll give it to me.
And if it
takes
too
much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to
stay.

Let
them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong
to you
and was
never
intended for your life, then you need to......

LET
IT GO!!!

If
you are holding on to past hurts and pains .....

LET
IT GO!!!

If
someone can't treat you right, love you back, and
see your
worth.....

LET
IT GO!!!

If
someone has angered you ........

LET
IT GO!!!

If
you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and
revenge......

LET
IT GO!!!
If
you are involved in a wrong relationship or
addiction......

LET
IT GO!!!

If
you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents
..

LET
IT GO!!!

If
you have a bad attitude.......

LET
IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel
better......

LET
IT GO!!!

If
you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take

you
to a new level in Him......

LET
IT GO!!!

If
you are struggling with the healing of a
broken
relationship.......

LET
IT GO!!!

If
you keep trying to help someone who won't even try
to help
themselves......

LET
IT GO!!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed
.....

LET
IT GO!!!

If
there is a particular situation that you are so
used to handling
yourself

and
God is saying "take your hands off of it,"

then
you need to......

LET
IT GO!!!

Let
the past be the past. Forget the former things.
GOD is doing a new thing
for 2007!!!



LET
IT GO!!!



Get
Right or Get Left
think about it, and then
..

LET
IT GO!!!

"The
Battle is the Lord's!"

depression

ang funny... i was looking at the Google ads on my site and guess what they were promoting for me... anti-depressants ^_^ hahaha! i bet it's because of my site's title... manic depressive suicidal bitch nga naman ako... hahaha!

i'm only slightly manic depressive... just like every other person in this world. no one is completely happy. there is always a reason to frown every once in a while... so i cry. i used to be embarrassed to even talk about me crying, but i've done it a thousand times already that i have to acknowledge its existence... my tears are part of my life. i shouldn't be afraid of them.

oh well... i'm at the happy side of life right now so i shouldn't worry about the waterworks, at least not yet... the depression phase just passed... nung january ata. so sana matagal pa bago ko yun harapin ulit... :p

Tatsulok

by bamboo...
(original by buklod)

habang mas marami ang lugmok sa kahirapan
at ang hustisya ay para lang sa mayaman
habang may tatsulok at sila ang nasa tuktok
hindi matatapos itong gulo

prinsesa

my guitar's name is Princess Consuela... which is why it was such a big deal to me when a person sent me a message containing lyrics to teeth's prinsesa... i can't really imagine him singing it to me. i've never heard him sing... pero sinong babae ba ang hindi matutuwa kung tratuhin ka ng isang tao na para kang prinsesa niya?

hindi naman siguro siya serioso sa mga sinabi niya. i bet its just the usual nothing-serious, pampalipas oras txtmate. but it's still cute ^_^ parang four-legged animal lang...

Prinsesa
-teeth-

Nakaupo s'ya sa isang madilim na sulok

Ewan ko ba kung bakit sa libu-libong babaing nandoon

Wala pang isang minuto

Nahulog na ang loob ko sa 'yo.

Gusto ko sanang marinig ang tinig mo

Umasa na rin na sana'y mahawakan ko ang palad mo

Gusto ko sanang lumapit

Kung di lang sa lalaking kayakap mo



Dalhin mo ako sa iyong palasyo

Maglakad tayo sa hardin ng yong kaharian

Wala man akong pag-aari

Pangako kong habangbuhay kitang pagsisilbihan

O aking PRINSESA



Di ako makatulog

Naisip ko ang ningning ng yong mata

Nasa isip kita buong umaga buong magdamag

Sana'y parati kang tanaw

O ang sakit isipin ito'y isang panaginip

PANAGINIP lang...

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pakingshet!!! kinanta pala to ng six cycle mind!!! shet!!! i'm soooo sad!!!
hay... ewan... i therefore conclude... jologs siya...
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