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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

can't fight the moonlight


lagi kasing kinakanta ni jr to eh... so hinanap ko na yung lyrics para makumpleto na niya ang kanta niya ^_^

Under a lovers' sky

Gonna be with you

And noone's gonna be around

If you think that you won't fall

Well just wait until

Til the sun goes down



Underneath the starlight - starlight

There's a magical feeling - so right

It'll steal your heart tonight



You can try to resist

Try to hide from my kiss

But you know

But you know that you can't fight the moonlight

Deep in the dark

You'll surrender your heart

But you know

But you know that you can't fight the moonlight

No, you can't fight it

It's gonna get to your heart



There's no escape from love

Once a gentle breeze

Weaves it's spell upon your heart

No matter what you think

It won't be too long

Til your in my arms

Underneath the starlight - starlight

We'll be lost in the rhythm - so right

Feel it steal your heart tonight



You can try to resist

Try to hide from my kiss

But you know

But you know that you can't fight the moonlight

Deep in the dark

You'll surrender your heart

But you know

But you know that you can't fight the moonlight

No you can't fight it

No matter what you do

The night is gonna get to you



Don't try then

You're never gonna win



Underneath the starlight - starlight

There's a magical feeling - so right

It will steal your heart tonight



You can try to resist

Try to hide from my kiss

But you know

But you know that you can't fight the moonlight

Deep in the dark

You'll surrender your heart

But you know

But you know that you can't fight the moonlight

No, you can't fight it



You can try to resist

Try to hide from my kiss

But you know

Don't you know that you can't fight the moonlight

Deep in the dark

You'll surrender your heart

But you know

But you know that you can't fight the moonlight

No, you can't fight it

It's gonna get to your heart

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

lady

would you believe... sa kalagitnaan ng klase namin isang umaga, bigla na lang akong kinantahan ng katabi ko ng "never been to me" grabe... nagulat ako. tinanong niya kung alam ko yun. siyempre alam ko kasi classic siya. the next thing he said was, "tungkol yun sa prosti" haha! nakakaaliw kasi kinakanta niya yun para sakin... baliw talaga yun ^_^ di naman ako mukhang prosti diba?

I've never been to me
-charlene-

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do
But, I wish someone had talked to me
Like I wanna talk to you.....

Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run
I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun
But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me

Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away
'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies....

Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see
I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children that might have made me complete
But I took the sweet life, I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring the subtle whoring that costs too much to be free
Hey lady......
I've been to paradise
But I've never been to me

~

funny... a guy who's a year younger than me is teaching me how to be mature... a guy who's younger than me but has way older taste in music than me... ^_^

habambuhay kong maaalala ang taong yun. i bet...

love song ba yun? haha! so hindi naman niya siguro ako hinaharana noh? hahahaha!

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

i'm yours

by jason mraz

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!

~

my life sucks... i wish i could have a survey on "who would like to trade lives with me?" just so i know who wants to be me... hehe... i bet no one wants to claim my life even if there's a ransom or reward or whatever you may call it... hahaha! suicide ang mabuhay sa buhay ko... it's like pushing the self destruct button... gah...

but then, my life may only seem complicated. i think i have a tendency of exagerating things. i tend to be too happy when i'm happy and too sad when i should be sad... i panic too early in a game that i miss the climax. i break down under pressure. i procrastinate a lot... gawd.. just like what i'm doing now ^_^

hahaha!

i have an attitude problem... it's not my life that's the problem... so please i need a break... wear my shoes even for just one day... please?


Saturday, January 20, 2007

bitch

by meredith brooks

I hate the world today

You're so good to me I know that I can't change

I tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe

I'm an angel underneath; innocent and sweet

Yesterday I cried; Must've been relief to see the softer side

I can undertsand how you'd be so confused

I don't envy you; I'm a little bit of everything

all roled into one



I'm a Bitch I'm a Lover

I'm a child I'm a Mother

I'm a sinner I'm a saint

I do not feel ashamed

I'm your hell I'm your dream

I'm nothing in between

you know you wouldn't want it any other way



So take me as I am

This might mean you'll have to be a stronger man

Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous

I'm going to extremes; Tomorrow I will change

And today won't mean a thing



Just when you think, you got me figured out

The season's already changin'

I think it's cool; you do what you do

And don't try to save me



I'm a bitch, I'm a tease

I'm a goddess of my knees

When you hurt; when you suffer

I'm your angel undercover

I'm enough; I'm revived

Can't say I'm not alive

You know I wouldn't want it any other way

~

bitch... it's becoming a popular term... its definition has evolved from just referring to a girl who wants sex all the time, to anyone who tries to raise an eyebrow at you.

reklamador... that's the definition that i've been seeing from urbandictionary.com... sa amin, bitch ka kung mataray ka for no reason. kung mahilig kang mambara. kung nanlalait ka... bitch ka.

madaming bitch sa mundo. madaming bitch sa amin... ang weird nga dahil hindi na negative ang conotation nun kapag kami na ang nagsasabi sa isa't isa dahil bitch naman kaming lahat... pero naiinis pa rin ako... nakakainis ka... ikaw... bakit kailangan mong maging bitch? at bakit hindi mo narerealize na bitch ka? masyado ka lang bang manhid? o wala kang pakialam pag nasasaktan mo ako?

gusto ko nang iwanan ang issue dahil tapos na. pero gusto ko pa rin balikan dahil feeling ko hindi mo narerealize ang impact nun sa akin... hindi mo rin naman narinig yung mga sinasabi ko... gusto ko sana ulitin... pero malamang di ka nanaman makikinig kaya... nevermind...

sorry... i've been too honest... sorry... akala ko kasi kilala kita... di pa pala...

Sunday, January 14, 2007

wait

wait
by get set go
grey's anatomy soundtrack

Wait, wait for the dawn my dear

Wait till the sun gets here

And you will wait too long he will be gone

Wait, wait till the sun shines through

Wait till the sky is blue

And you will wait too long he will be gone, he will be gone



Ooh, he will be gone

Ooh, he will be gone



Wait, wait till the signs are right

Wait till the perfect time

And you will wait too long he will be gone, he will be gone



Ooh, he will be gone

Ooh, he will be gone



La la la la la ...



Wait till you don't doubt no more

Wait till you know for sure

And you will wait too long he will be gone now

~
manic depressive... happiness and melancholy... cycles may last for hours to months... bipolar disorder... it has no cure... it can only be controlled

Friday, January 12, 2007

tanda

i'm starting to hate everything around me... really... for no reason... maybe because there's no reason to love what i do. because life is a joke. you are born, you grow, make babies, make sure that the babies grow nicely, then you die. you live in order to die. this is where religion plays a big role, to convince people that there is more to dying than having your heart stop permanently. you live for something bigger. this makes you feel better about yourself whenever you feel that you've performed well... faith... that's what it is... that's what i lack... the opposite of faith is fear... not knowing what lies beyond... scares the shit out of me... you have no idea how much i fear growing up... to the point that i almost intentionally fail my subjects to prevent stepping up... i'm so scared of life that sometimes i wish i could live forever in my teens... back when problems were only about assignments, boys and bad hair days. growing up means facing the world. to be a bigger person takes so much guts... i don't have what it takes... i don't want to face adulthood... gah... i'm so immature...

Sunday, January 07, 2007

someday

due to popular demand... hahaha! joke lang... documentation lang po... ito ay isang kantang malaki ang impluwensya sa aking pilosopiya sa buhay... it's like saying, "oo na, muka akong basura ngayon pero balang araw makakatayo rin ako sa sarili kong mga paa. hindi kita kailangan. balang araw mahahanap rin ako ng taong para sa akin... dahil hindi ikaw yun..."

ay! before the lyrics, documentation lang ulit ng isang malaking kaganapan sa buhay ko at ng kaibigan ko... nalaman namin kanina na ang cal tambayan complex is "the new lagoon" hahaha! broad daylight, with all the people walking around, staring at them, they didn't care. so this is what they meant when they said that up is so liberal... nga naman, exercise your right as a student. make out anywhere you like... hay...

Someday
nina

Someday you’re gonna realize

One day you’ll see through my eyes

But then i wont even be there

I’ll be happy somewhere


Even if i cant

I know

You don’t really see my worth


You think your the last guy on earth

We’ll iv’e got news 4 you

I know i’m not that strong

But it won’t take long

Won’t take long


[Chorus]


Coz someday, someones gonna love me

The way, i want you to need me

Someday,someones gonna take your place

One day i’ll forget about you


You’ll see, i wont even miss you

Someday, someday


But now

I know you can tell

I’m down,and i’m not doing well


But one day these tears

They will all run dry

I wont have to cry

Sweet goodbye

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

kung ayaw mo na sa akin

by sugarfree


kung ayaw mo na sa akin

di na kita pipilitin

kung buo na ang loob mo,

bahala k ana sa buhay mo


di ako desperado

sa walang kapantay na pag-ibig mo.

sa mga halik mong walang kasing tamis

tubig ako at ikaw ang langis


kung hindi ka na babalik

araw araw na akong gigimik

kung malayo ka na ay malaya na ako

ngunit ang kahapon ko ay bihag pa rin

ng alaala mo

kung ayaw mo na sa akin

di na kita hahabulin

medyo bata pa naman ako

may mabibighani pa sakin siguro


kung ayaw mo na ako

leche lalong ayoko sayo

alam mo naman kung san ang bahay ko

baka sakaling magbago

ang isip mo please


kung hindi ka na babalik

araw araw na akong gigimik

kung malayo ka na ay malaya na ako

ngunit ang kahapon ko ay bihag pa rin

ng alaala mo




lalalala...

happy new year!
bagong simula... panibagong buhay... but still haunted by memories... =p
pwede na to... sisiguraduhin ko lang na talagang nagbago na ako...

i used to hate the concept of new years as new beginings. why wait for the new year when you can make a change now? but now i have a new concept... buti na lang at may "new year" para may pagkakataong magkaroon ng pagbabago. minsan kasi stubborn ako. if its just an ordinary day, i wouldn't have the motivation to make a change. hehehe...

here's to a fruitful 2007! *cheers!*