pasko

happy holidays to everyone! wala lang, gusto ko lang kayong batiin
lahat habang maaga pa at naaalala ko pa... i usually forget to greet
people on special days until someone reminds me to... or someone greets
me first... but then, ayokong makigaya. gusto ko unique ako kaya di na
lang ako babati... hahaha! kaya ngayon pa lang, sinasabi ko sa inyo,
wag magtatampo kung di ko kayo babatiin... nakakalimot lang ako minsan
^_^



i've always loved to be against mainstream... gusto ko unique ako.
gusto ko ako lang ang ganito, ako lang ang ganyan. they say imitation
is the best flattery, i say be creative and be your own person. i'm my
own person and i do appreciate it when people love what i do, but then,
i don't like labels, i don't like being copied. i love it when people
get surprised by what i do. i love doing what is not expected of me...
for that, i'm seriously planning on an image change for next year.



anyway, that's just a plan. i'm always limited by my resources and my
own taste. haha! maybe i'll go back to my freshie look... but then
again, i'm also limited by my lifestyle... mhen!!! planning a look is
stressful... especially since i have to consider what is mainstream and
i have to go against it... hahaha!



happy holidays everyone!!! ^_^

what's up?

hindi ka ba natutuwa na pinopost ng crush mo ang class schedule niya? hahaha! yes they do, and it's so amazing... with one click, you will be able to read about the daily happenings of your crush, and you don't have to ask for it! yipee! ^_^

joke lang po... pero serioso, hindi mo ba naisip na naimbento ang blog para sa benepisyo ng mga stalkers?

hahaha!

we find out about their present, about their past, or at least get an idea on who they are... siyempre isang side lang nila yun... pero heller? kung wala kang choice siyempre mas gugustuhin mo nang magbasa ng blog niya kesa mag-abang sa fc steps tuwing dadaan siya... ^_^

~

4 Non Blondes - What´s Up Lyrics

25 years and my life is still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
that the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
for whatever that means

And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out what's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning and I step outside
And I take a deep breath
And I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's goin' on

And I say, hey hey hey hey
I say hey, what's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I say hey, what's going on?
ooh, ooh ooh...

And I try, oh my God do I try
I try all the time in this institution
And I pray, oh my God do I pray
I pray every single day for a revolution

And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out what's in my head
And I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the morning and I step outside
And I take a deep breath
Then I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
what's goin' on

And I say, hey hey hey hey
I say hey, what's going on?
And I say, hey hey hey hey
I say hey, what's going on...

25 years and my life is still
I'm trying to get up that
great big hill of hope
For a destination.

akap

so kailangan ko lang palang magdrama para matapos ko yung labrep... hahaha! ewan ko sa sarili ko... procrastinating as usual... ayan tatahimik nako ulit...

ei, thanks for the hugs ^_^

~

akap -- imago


nagtatanong, bakit mahirap sumabay sa agos ng iyong mundo

nagtataka simple lang naman sana ang buhay kung ika'y matino



sabihin sa akin lahat ng lihim mo

iingatan ko

ibaling sa akin ang problema mo

kakayanin ko



pikit mata kong iaalay ang buwan at araw pati pa sapatos kong suot

nagtatanong simple lang naman sana ang buhay kung ika'y lumayo



sasamahan ka sa tamis

sasamahan ka sa dilim

sasamahan ka hanggang langit

sasamahan ka sa tamis

sasamahan ka sa pait

sasamahan ka sa dilim

sasamahan ka hanggang langit
sasamahan ka

drama

shout out muna... Djangga!!! ^_^ mishu mhen!

uu nga noh... midyu madrama nga ang entries ko... haha! OA ba? ganun talaga kapag nakasulat. minsan nasusubrahan ang drama para kunwari may kuley ang buhey.

oh well, life is supposed to be colorful. it's not worth living if it's just the same old same old. exageration was invented to make an uninteresting life to be interesting... or maybe it's just an excuse. everything's an excuse ^_^

the problem with writing is the absence of a face to match the words... smileys were born for that purpose. i am happy =) i am sad =( i am so in love <3<3<3 hehehe... madaling itype... pero sigurado ka bang masaya ako? sigurado ka bang madrama ang buhay ko?

baka sinasabi ko lang to para isipin mong nagkukunwari lang akong madrama ang buhay ko kahit talagang madrama nga ang buhay ko.

people are not really their normal selves when they know they are being observed. a scientist once said, (not exact words) "sigurado ka bang ganiyang ang behavior ng electron kapag hindi ka nakatingin?"

life's a joke. so kill me now.

swimming!

blood is thicker than water... but then again... pwede bot?

wake up

kung sino man ang makakapagbigay ng chords para sa WAKE UP ng MOJOFLY sa akin ay mamahalin ko habambuhay... tinatamad ako kumapa eh... hahaha! acadmode daw kasi ako eh... kunwari lang naman... pero siyempre di pwedeng mag-gitara... di muna...

wake up, reality bites...

please!!! thanks thanks!!! ^_^

tardy

pinagalitan ako ng teacher namin pagkatapos ng klase namin at bago ang next class namin... malas ko lang at maraming nakarinig... pinagtatawanan tuloy nila ako ngayon... waaa! nakakahiya! kasi late nanaman ako... at take 3 ko na to ng 123... pakshet... TAE 50x... walang makakagets ng joke ko kasi tri amine ethane churvanes ang ibigsabihin ng TAE at 50x ang concentration niya. at hindi ko alam kung mahal ko pa rin ang chem! tama ba naman yun? TAE talaga... pero pwede na rin ang betamarcaptoethanol yata... di ako sure... basta mas mabaho siya kesa sa TAE. kailangan all caps kasi abreviation yun. opo... nakakabaliw mag chem... shet noh?

opo... papasok na po ako ng maaga... opo, ipapasa ko na to... di na ako aabsent... dalawang quiz na ang di ko nakukuha at sisiguraduhin kong dalawang quiz lang ang di ko makukuha... opo...

magbabagong buhay na po... opo...

di ko sinasadya!!! gigising nako ng maaga... opo malapit lang ang bahay namin... opo, tamad na ako... opo, papasok na po ako ng maaga!!! opo!!!

nakakahiya... hahaha!

hapdi

puyat nanaman ako!!! ang hapdi ng mata ko... siguro dahil hindi sapat ang luhang naglulubricate sa aking eyeballs. madali pa ring matuyuan ang mata ko dahil more than 15 hours straight siya laging nakadilat --_--; so sad... i need sleep... i need to let my eyes rest for a while.

my friends and i have been playing around with music. i was studying some of my friend's compositions. para matutugtog ko na tapos makakapag jam kami. tapos tinanong niya sakin kung may mga compositions ako. sabi ko wala. at sobrang nagulat siya. he was expecting me to have at least one. i have none. i don't even try. it's either going to be too cheezy or too corny. either way, pagkain siya. hahaha! eww... ayoko lang... hahaha!

anyway, mahapdi pa rin ang mata ko... iniisip ko kung anong oras kaya ako matutulog... hmm... mamaya na. di pa kami kumakain ng dinner ^_^

maybe someday i'd sleep early then wake up really early and write a song... i'll try that once... wala namang masama dun eh... try lang naman... walang mawawala sakin... hmm...

the first line would be...

ang sarap ng choco banana latte sa latasia fusion

^_^

very short stories

see them [here]

haha! i love this one...
We kissed. She melted. Mop please!
- James Patrick Kelly

this is my quote for the sem...
Nevertheless, he tried a third time.
- James P. Blaylock

quote for the day...
I’m dead. I’ve missed you. Kiss…?
- Neil Gaiman

phychem

ayoko na talaga sa phychem!!! ano bang kailangang gawin para pumasa na ako dun? ha?

baka bobo lang talaga ako... hahaha! nakakainis!!!

magshshift ba ako para lang maiwasan ang isang subject na yun? ganun ba ako katakot sa kaniya? gawd... is it really possible for me to base my decision on just one subject? serioso bang iniisip ko ito? hahaha! nababaliw na ako dahil sa phychem...

hahaha!

sana pumasa ako sa quantum... hahahaha! nababaliw nako!!!

waaa...

confused

alin, alin, alin ang naiba

isipin kung alin ang naiba

isipin, isipin, isipin kung alin

si aida o si lorna o si fe?

 

hahaha! labo... eh kasi naman... ang gulo ng mundo... bakit ba kailangang maging magulo? hindi ba mas maganda kung maayos ang lahat? kung lahat organized? kung nasa ayos ang kailangan natin? para hindi na tayo mahirapan... para mas madali ang buhay... para lahat masaya... hahahaha!

 

katamaran... kailangang iwaksi... hahahaha!!!

 

sana hindi na ako tamad para mas madali kong malampasan ang mga pagsubok ko sa buhay... hahahaha! nababaliw lang ako... sencia.... hahahahaha!!!

almost...

I saw an old friend of ours today
She asked about you, I didn't quite know what to say.
Heard you've been making the rounds 'round here
While I've been trying to make tears disappear.

Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town
You'll see I'm almost over you.

You're such a sly one with your cold, cold heart
Maybe leaving came easy
But it tore me apart.
Time heals all wounds they say and I should know
'Cause it seems like forever
But I'm letting you go.

I can forgive you and soon I'll forget
All the shattered dreams
Although you left me with nothing to show
For the misery

Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town
You'll see I'm almost over you.

~

nuff said...

stop

You just walk in, I make you smile,
It's cool but you dpm't even know me,
You take an inch, I run a mile,
Can't win you're always right behind me,

An we know that you could go and find some other,
Take or leave it or just can't even bother,
Caught in a craze, its just a faze,
Or will this be around forever,

Don't you know it's going too fast,
Racing hard you know it won't last,
Don't you know, what can't you see,
Slow it down, read the sign so you know where you are going,

Stop right now, thank you very much,
I need somebody with the human touch,
Hey you, always on the run,
Gotta slow it down baby, gotta have some fun,

Do do do do do [x3] - always be together,
Ba da ba ba [x3] - stay that way forever,

And we know that you could go and find some other,
Take or leave it cos we've always got each other,
You know who you are and ye, you're gonna breakdown,
You've crossed the line so you're gonna have to turnaround,

Don't you know it's going too fast,
Racing hard you know it won't last,
Don't you know, what can't you see,
Slow it down, read the sign so you know where you are going,

Stop right now, thank you very much,
I need somebody with the human touch,
Hey you, always on the run,
Gotta slow it down baby, gotta have some fun,

Gotta keep it down honey, lay your back on the line,
Cos I don't care about the money, don't be wasting my time,
You need less speed, get off my case,
You gotta slow it down baby, just get out of my face,

Stop right now, thank you very much,
I need somebody with the human touch,
Hey you, always on the run,
Gotta slow it down baby, gotta have some fun,

Stop right now, we wanna thank you,

Stop right now, thank you very much.

 

~~~

may hihingin lang akong pabor. maaari bang wag niyo nang ipaalala sa akin na may tao akong gustong limutin? hindi nakakatulong ang pagpapaalala niyo dahil lalu lang akong nalilito. nahihirapan ako, hindi lang halata. nakangiti ako, pero sa loob ko, bumabaha na ng luha. wala akong karapatang magdrama ng ganito, pero wala na akong magagawa kung mahina talaga ako pagdating sa emosyon. kaya ayoko na. ayoko na siyang isipin. ayoko nang isipin. wag niyo na sanang ipaalala sa akin na hindi ko na siya dapat iniisip dahil kahit hindi siya ang iniisip ko, nagiging siya. at ayoko na... hindi ko na kaya...

serioso ako... pwedeng tumigil na kayo?

oo

up dharma down

‘Di mo lang alam
Naiiisip kita
Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako
‘Di mo lang alam
Hanggang sa gabi inaasam makita kang muli

Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanon
At ngayon ako ay iyong iniwan
Luhaan, sugatan, ‘di mapakinabangan
Sana nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam
Sana’y nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam

Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Hindi mo lang alam
Kay tagal na panahon
Ako’y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa’yo

Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
‘Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
Kung ako’y nagkasala patawad na sana
Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal

‘Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
‘Di mo lang alam
Ika’y minamasdan
Sana’y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam

‘Di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo’y magkaibigan lang
Napapaligaya lang sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako’y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman

Kung ikaw at ako
Ay tunay na bigo sa laro na ito
Ay dapat bang sumuko
Sana hindi ka lang pala aking nakilala
Kung alam ko lang ako’y masasaktan ng ganito
Sana’y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko

‘Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
Isang kindat man lang
‘Di mo lang alam
O, ika’y minamasdan
Sana iyo’y mamalayang di mo lang pala alam
Oooooooo

Malas mo
Ikaw ang natipuhan ko
Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan

dizzy

nahihilo... umiikot na ang mundo ko.

san ba ako pupunta? lumalayo ba o lumalapit sa patutunguhan? naliligaw na ba ako? wala ba akong gabay?

don't you feel like you're not living your own life? you've been convinced that you have the freedom of choice, when in reality, there is only one choice. and it sucks. all your life, you thought you have total control, but one day you realize that what you thought was your own doing has long been planned. your life is just another game to the ultimate control freak... destiny...

maybe i'm just tired of my usual routine... maybe i'm just not looking at the right places...

freedom

http://kalayaan.blogs.friendster.com
unofficial blogsite... witness my attempts as I come out of my shell

Aklatang Pambata ROCKS!!!

Start:	Aug 24, '06 7:00p
End:	Aug 24, '06 11:45p
Location:	Conspiracy Cafe, Visayas Ave

a benefit concert for Aklatang Pambata
P150
Narda, Salindiwa, and many more!

UP Laging Pahinungod Orientation

Start:

Aug 10, '06 4:00p

be a volunteer! join UP Laging Pahinungod ^_^

Ade Evie and Gel

hiniwalay ko na para di kayo mahirapan... hahahaha!

Mr and Ms University

ang huling rampa ni Onad... bow

kachurvahan ng kontra

c/o ade

salamat sa camera ni ade ^_^

c/o rhea

pina-upload ni rhea ^_^

learn

guilt? frustration? windang!

 

no regrets... learn and move on

 

everything happens for a reason

 

live life, one day at a time...

magic!

panoorin ang kagalingan ni Julia!

volunteer

mga litrato tungkol sa aking buhay as a volunteer ^_^

drama

waaah... tama bang pati ang multiply ko may bahid na ng kadramahan? waaaa... nababaliw na yata ako... naaawa lang ako sa sarili ko... my life was never this complicated... my happiness used to be shallow... simula pa lang ng sem... di pa nga nagsisimula ang sem may pinoproblema na ako...

bakit kasi kailangang gumuho ang mundo ko nung second sem noh? bakit kailangan masira ang mga plano ko? as if naman may plano ako... pero still! my world was somewhat shattered... yan tuloy... hahaha!!!

promiz... no more posts here in multiply because i don't see the sense in it... hahaha! lalu lang akong mababaliw... hahahahaha! i'll stick to my blogs.. ^_^

sentiness

I Can't Make You Love Me
written by Mike Reid and Allen Shamblin
as performed by Bonnie Raitt

Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices
inside my head

Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close,
don't patronize

Don't patronize me

Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
something it won't
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
but you won't
No, you won't
Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't

I'll close my eyes
then I won't see
the love you don't feel
when you're holding me

Morning will come
and I'll do what's right
just give me till then
to give up this fight
and I will give up this fight

Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
something it won't
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
but you won't
No, you won't
Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't

talent

kailangan talentado ka para umasenso sa buhay! kailangan marunong ka sumayaw at mang-aliw para kumita ng marami! subalit di lahat ng tao ay pinagpala ng kagandahan, magandang hubog pati talento upang mang-aliw. kung kaya't marami pa ring tao ang walang pera. hindi na aasenso ang ating bayan dahil walang talento ang mga pilipino!

bwahahahahahaha!!!

hindi na ako umaasang aasenso ako sa buhay. other than the fact that i don't have the above mentioned traits, i don't have the wits needed to survive the professional world. some say that wits aren't a necessity. basta may charm ka pwede na yun! oo nga! basta marunong kang sumipsip, aasenso ka sa buhay! hahaha! at siyempre mas madali kung tatay mo ang may-ari ng kumpanyang pinagtatrabahuhan mo... nakupo... none of the above ako... tsk...

dito na lang ako sa bahay... maggagantsilyo na lang ako...