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i know i have posted blog entries with the title limbo. i don't want to use that same title again but i can't think of another word that could describe my current position. so i searched thesaurus.com

Main Entry:	limbo
Part of Speech:	noun
Definition:	state of uncertainty
Synonyms:	Siberia, demilitarized zone, left field, nothingness, nowhere, oblivion, out there
Antonyms:	certainty, certitude, sureness, surety

oh... so i'm currently in a demilitarized zone XD great. i am nothingness. i am nowhere.

actually, i am somewhere. i'm somewhere in between. at the boundery of normality and insanity. i am not bound by the chains of education yet i am still unemployed. i was supposed to allot the whole day for job hunting but i'm not sure which job i want to apply to. it's really frustrating not knowing what you want, or knowing what you want but not admitting that you want it to spare you from the joys of rejection. great.

Main Entry:	dead time
Part of Speech:	noun
Definition:	unproductive time
Synonyms:	downtime, insensitive time, limbo, time delay

Main Entry:	fool's paradise
Part of Speech:	noun
Definition:	illusory state of happiness
Synonyms:	castle in the air, chimera, delusive contentment, dreamscape, false hope, fond illusion, limbo, pipe dream, quixotic ideal, utopia

one day at a time... sana hindi ako maubusan ng days. bakit kasi sabay-sabay ang mga issue sa buhay ko eh... career, lovelife and faith. great. lahat ng yan nasa gitna pa rin ako. i wish i could find my place as soon as possible... *sigh*